Dreams come true ;)

回顾

2011-12-15T14:54:00.002+08:00

我知道我已经好久都没有用中文打部落格了，除了自己断断续续地写日记外，几乎没什么机会可以写中文了。中文在学园生活里几乎没什么地位，大家都在说着英语，写着英文......连那些应该会说中文的华人都寥寥无几。上个星期六，看了《那些年》..看完的当下，很感慨。有许多文字都诉说不到的感觉涌上来，很不舒服。但是想见当年A1的同学的感觉却格外强烈。中学生涯绝对会是一生中最棒的时光，大家一起为大考努力，一起因为小事而争执，那种真挚的感情一辈子都会记在心里。我真的开始想念你们了....离开中学又快一年了，2011年也已经接近尾声了。虽然当初非常地期待学院生活，心想终于能脱离这个折磨了我5年的地方，但当你确确实实地离开时，你就会发觉。。原来你是多么地喜欢这个地方，这个让自己做了许多蠢事的地方....所有所有的片段都只能回味了。在学院里，你没有熟悉的座位，不再有属于自己的印记...你的大部分教授并不会记得你的名字，即使你在班上睡着了也不会有个黑板擦丢过来...身边的同学来来往往地都在赶着上下一堂课，你根本没有机会好好地跟他说话，只能点头示好说嗨说拜。那种陌生感真的很....。我词穷了，不知道如何形容...你没有机会在走廊上见到熟悉的脸庞就一掌打在他的背上来代表问好，大家都只是很客气地笑，很客套。从中一一路走到中五，你会看到你自己的成长。右耳上的耳环就是成长的印记，自以为很炫很酷地刻意去打另三个耳洞，从前都会认为当坏学生很好玩很帅，到处翘课翘掉周会，等到学长训导来开始巡班才左避右躲。中一中二是玩得最疯的日子。直到中三开始，PMR后才想到要开始念书了。而且遇到了那个会让你怦然心动的初恋。初恋永远都会是最青涩的，纵然结局并没有《灰姑娘》那么地圆满结局，但谢谢那段日子你的陪伴。你永远都会活在我心里的最深处，我的初恋。中四开始，是开始感到压力来的时候，每位老师一进班就不停地提醒你SPM就快来临了，大家的心里肯定在想，拜托还有365天的时间，中五才开始认真念书吧。我永远都记得中四第一学年刚开始，会计几乎让我崩溃了。考会计的前夕，我还在哭，妈咪姐姐都快吓傻了。考完会计的当下，以为自己错得离谱，当下就掉泪了。所幸考得并不是很糟糕。反而中五后，会计是我最得心应手的科目之一。像我之前所说的，五年来，最难能可贵的就是朋友，我有一位这五年来都一直在我身边陪伴我的朋友。我有时真的认为遇上我是不是她的不幸，我那种任性得不能的性格连我自己的家人都不能忍受，但是她却一直默默忍耐着。她永远都在包容我的一切，有时连我自己都不知道自己要什么，但她却明白我要的是什么...当朋友才可以当一辈子。纵使我们身边的另一个都不一样，但是我们俩都一直陪在对方身边，不管发生事。当你开始长大后，你就会明白别人并不是理所当然地对你好。双方都必须付出，才可以让一段感情继续，不管是情侣之间、朋友之间或者是家人。

我选择不在任何一个段落空行是认为如果你有心要看下去，不管如何，你都会继续看下去。反之，若是你对我的文字一点兴趣都没有的话，那就走吧。我的生活不需要你的存在。好啦，过去式就让它过去吧，继续现在式。纵然我现在真的真的很不想承认，但我觉得我是真的有那么一丁点地开始喜欢他了。他的影子一直在我的脑海里挥散不去，直到睡前。这是我最最最最最最最不想承认的事实。我一直竭力地说服催眠自己，我们是好朋友、他不喜欢我而我也更不应该喜欢他。朋友才可以当一辈子，而他是我很珍惜的朋友，在我心里占据着一定的位置。我不希望以后有什么不愉快的事破坏了我们的友谊。可我却很在意他所说的每一句话，昨天的那句话确实伤到我了。我还真的很生气，更生气自己为什么可以让别人的一句话就左右你自己的情绪。该好好冷静，理清自己的情绪。

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2011-12-11T21:46:00.001+08:00

要诚实地承认喜欢上一个人还真是他妈的困难。

Gazilion of talking

2011-12-01T11:28:00.007+08:00

Like I have to say everytime, TIME SERIOUSLY FLIES. fml.

My holiday is almost reaching the end, have to start lecture classes in next 3 days. #emo

Eventhough days without college were kinda boring sometimes, and meaningless but I still enjoy it so so much!

Let me just sum up everything during this 3 weeks.

First thing I did was to meet my baby girl, KerSyn. I like her hair-colour so much, but I was kinda-lazy type, I just let my black hair grow whatever and thinking cut off the dyed-hair. She is still so sweet and although we did not meet for quite some time, we still can talk talk talk. The main point is we don't feel awkward when both keep quiet.

We had our brunch@Levain Boulangerie Patisserie, then headed to Sungei Wang to shop! She is such a evil girl, never stop me from buying things. I'm officially broke because of her. duhhh

Next, celebrated Damien's & Shiva's birthday@Delicious,Dua Residency.

They are the birthday girl and boy, good-looking right? *wink*

13 of us always be the centre attraction in the restaurant *I think so laaaaa* such a hugeeee group. Nothing to say much, Delicious's ambience is always great and their desserts are superb! Never missed out their Chocolate Brownies.......well, I'm craving for it now.

And, early birthday celebration for Bryan on the following Saturday. a surprise for him.

He's always so cute and so thoughtful. APNN, all the best for you, wish we could stay connected..... *hugs*

He stunned when he saw bunch of us were waiting him@Souled Out,Desa Sri Hartamas. All of us sang "Happy Birthday" out loud when he stepped in. stay strong and stay sweet. be confident and be tough no matter what happened. *hugs x2*

A masquerade birthday for him as he has requested for a long time.

GROUP PIC!

hemmm, show off my ang moh mommy. LOL. Many of them seriously thought my mom is pale-faced as her figure is quite sharp and looks like mat salleh. Then.....isn't it mean that I'm a mix-blood tho? *kidding*

After almost 10months for not seeing each other, finally managed to meet up with the girls!

Kar Kel is missing, so only Amberlyn, JiaQi, JiaXin & me.

4 of us again, can't stop chit-chating.....and some gossiping. We met up around 11am and only finish talking about 4:30pm, imagine how long we didn't catch up with each other. And I know we can still TALK if no time constraint.

Girls always love camwhore.

2 days before, it's Tuesday night, went out for dinner@KLCC with my lurvee, so-called-CB gang.

I reached there early purposely to go Kinokuniya, it has really been a long time for me to not shop for books. I like reading which I think most people thought I'm not into it.

Ranee and I accidentally bumped into Range in Isetan, she is working @ Dior for the event.

Then, met Michelle around 7pm and waiting for the only male.

That bloody Michelle pushed me to let Range make up as it's FOC. oh yah, forgot to say that, they're both sisters.....so.........yeah.

And, the worst part is Leonard reached there while I just started to get makeup.wtf.

He posted this to FB. yishhh!

Range actually wanna tried to put fake lashes for me but...errrr, for me a lil bit to over. And I don't want them to wait anymore, especially when HE is there! lol.

Dinner@Spring Garden.

Galaxy boy, stop gliding your phone when we are dinner together. I don't come to see ur Galaxy Note ok! but finally he got himself a smartphone and we can whatsapp now, it's freeeeee!

The ambience is not bad, but the service is sucksssssssssss! NEVER wanna go back anymore! and the food was so-so only.

I respect him as my teacher and like him as a friend.

3 pretty angels, I lurveeeeee.

Well, it seems pretty busy huh.. non-stop gathering. But I have to start preparing for college... so demotivating :( .

12.11.2011 - not single day

2011-11-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

Not much photo for this post, lazy to sync the iPhone with my blardy netbook.

This cute&pink tiny book is giving me lot of problems. URGH! I was perceived by its appearance initially. only thing to blame is ME who just simply bought it without any thinking.

I'm FREE from exam now, temporary. Please dateeee me :D

so relieved, couldn't really sleep well for the past few weeks.

Exam is mentally tortured, you have to bear the tension and stress and meanwhile study for it and prepare for the next paper.

Eventhough you can get some entertainments in between but you can't really enjoy the enjoyment derived from it. BECAUSE YOUR MIND IS OCCUPIED WITH EXAM EXAM EXAM!! It's like a curse, you can't get rid of it until you ..... hmmphh die? as you may still have to sit for exam when you are working.

Okay, mommy went to Hong Kong for 5 days.

I literally live alone in the house, with two annoying dogs.LOL.

Breakfast alone, lunch alone and dinner alone. so emo and depressed.

am so used to it the moment with my mom.

The first day was super sad and emo and I cried. so stupid, right?

Luckily CF is still there and I went there everyday, burn some calories and meet my lovely one.

When I talked to Siew Yin about mommy, my tears almost burst out!

The second day is slightly better because starting to adapt to it..

Friday was busy, only have some personal time after 10pm.

Saturday had last economics revision class from morning till evening.

And I had steamboat dinner with Ranee and Michelle, then continued with Old Towns' coffee.

Woke up early in Sunday morning and hit my ass to gym again! 3 hours classes then lunch with Michelle girl.

Had our luxurious lunch @ Sushi Tei, Pavilion.

Thanks darling for fetching me here and there, she even accompany me to pick my mom up, who just came back from HK. Such a nice girl.

I can forgive you for scolding me bad words all the time. #joke

but we do have lot of laughter when both of us and Leonard is in class...... can't stop laughing.

Finally after a few months of hectic life, I got a chance to meet my Milky girl on the coming monday. #sodamnmissher

I think we have too many things to catch up! MISS HER LIKE MAD!

Joyful

2011-10-16T22:47:00.006+08:00

Again, it has been a while that I've neglected my blog. no more an efficient blogger I am. Actually, thinking to close down. I got not much time to really sit down and blog.

fyi , am having my final exam , mid of October until mid of November. URGH the month before was even tortured, class from 9am to 5pm/6pm AND somemore on SUNDAY! anyway, it's over and I better start prepare my Business and Economics paper rather than complain about that.

I felt so damn relief after the bloody Law papers, hope I did well. I don't want to see the ELS study manual for next year! I don't want to know what's equitable remedies, human rights act '98, statutory interpretation etc. etc.

My dad started complaining that "why are you going to gym everyday? day and night?" LOL. "since you've paid for me, I better fully utilize it to avoid wasted." It's true, right? But, I just can't stop myself going, I met a really great bunch of people there. We almost meet each other everyday, dinner after class or meet up during weekend for dinner or having potluck party .

YES, we're like a FAMILY , a strong bond connects all of us and FATE brings us together. Sometimes, I'll feel something wrong when not seeing anyone of them.

Potluck party@Susan's house.

Boys, nothing to do other than gambling. such a low life, lol . jk jk. All of them will hantam me like nobody's business.

Mostly the photos were candid shot..........so, can't really show. Anyway, the Alexis Tiramisu by Doug & Bryan is my lurve <3 Since that day, everyone knows I love desserts and now I'm craving for that again! Bryan promised he will bring me for tiramisu next month. #wink wink

Credits to LooiLooi for the charades game she prepared. We have a lots of laughter on that night..can't wait to have another movie day!

Before the dinner, Doug picked me,Susan and Irene at my place in the morning and went to Mid Valley. He went for hair-cut and 3 of us went for breakkie@Delicious . I'm a cheese lover, but somehow the three-cheese sandwiches is so awful and I felt so disgusted after having it. After his haircut and we went to sstwo Mall for the Q3 launching to try out their new released Body Step and Sh'Bam , at least managed to burn some calories before the heavy dinner. HEHEHE

Back To School Theme.

So drama . How I wish M'sia got this type of nice uniform for students........but this never happen so just forget about it.

My dear Ranee and I . She never noticed that we've got a theme party, she just wore normal sport attire. too bad .

School boys and girls! David and my lovely Doug. I look so small-sized between them.#AWWW happy happy .

Here comes the combat gang. from left to right: LooiLooi, Yunyuan, Bryan, me , Doug.

Breakfast @ Levain.

again, with my dear. look so dark, not nice . I enjoyed the breads there, the highest record was me, myself ate 30RM+ just for breads!

Dessert time@David's place.

HK's birdnest jelly. yummy yummy and it's BIRDNEST! ate a lots and hoping my skin will become better and of course miracle doesn't happen. #sad

Camwhore a bit while they're watching tv and criticizing the models in 8tv show.

But we had a great time there. Thanks to David for the tongsui, Susan for the salty apple crumble and curry puffs. AND another things that I almost forgotten, that day actually I had revision class in my college until 3:30pm and should've planned to go David's place after my class. Bryan and Doug are so sweettttt that they waited me and picked me up at Sri Rampai LRT station then only go David's place. My mum who supposed to fetch her DAUGHTER,me just went there with Susan and Irene. Noted, she never worried when I'm with them because she knows I'm safe. HEHEHEHE

Breakfast @ Levain.

It was a Friday morning , breakfast again at Levain, favourite spot to hang out. The only thing to say is the parking space is too limited. Actually just 3 of us, but KS joined us last minute. They're all very considerate and take good care of me. LOL.

*just love to stick with them.

After breakfast, went to Pavilion and helped Susan to collect her Coach bag. Had our must-have snowflakes before went back.

Dinner@One Sweet One Night,Solaris Dutamas.

It's a surprise dinner for my mum and Doug though. Credits to everyone that willing to come.

4 ladies ,from right to left: Irene, mama, Michelle ,me.

OK, meet this girlie boy, Damien. He will probably slap me when he saw this I think. #whatsoever

There are way too much of pictures to post, very lazy and I don't think who else will visit my blog except you......:D

Lastly,another nice picture with my Bryan and Doug. They are really really sweet. One night, Doug called me to ask whether am I at home as he wanted to pass me his hardisk. I said "yes", they asked me wanna go for dinner? Then, they just picked me up and went for pizza. Maybe it's nothing for you but it meant a lots for me.

OK, done. good nights and have a sweet dream. ciao

F off

2011-08-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

That night was enjoyable and everyone was in hyper mode, especially the house owner. *laugh*

I seriously miss the moment, camwhore with Ranee and RinRin , screaming and shouting when the owner found out that we're actually playing inside his HUGE closet. #excited Too bad Mich missed it. It would be real fun with her around.

Something goes wrong recently , HE is in extremely bad mood. He didn't show his temper yet everyone felt it. I still prefer him making noise and shouting like nobody business. He used to be so bubbly and entertaining but now, he is no more he. I miss the 'old'-him. You are the one who isolate yourself and act like the world against you. We're always by yourside and you should know who is ur true friend.

你读屎片啊？！！谁对你好你都分不清楚！

Skinny v Healthy

2011-07-24T21:34:00.006+08:00

Thanks to LooiLooi for making this happened, she made a theme for the combat night:
Go GREEN GO COMBAT!
The energy studio was so packed, and you can even sidekick others' face. OH MY! But it's an awesome class, love the instructor-Kevin and the troops. We sweated like nobody's business . *laugh*

Well , back to the topic. Am so excited now, going to BKK this coming Thursday with Susan,Irene and Mama. Long time never been to Thailand ........ a good place to shop and eat. opppss! gonna workout double hard after travelling. I always told my mum, we practically have no life after joining this gym, fully commited to this bloody fun place. I enjoy joining classes there, the instructors are just so good, only a few. Some ..... you really think of slapping them, don't know what nonsense they're teaching in the class. Am not planning for losing weight, but toning up my body shape, need to emphasize on my legs, especially thighs. How I wish I have a nice legs like Jamie's or Leonard's leg ....... AWWWW! so gorgeous !
Girls nowadays should change their minds, they thought SKINNY=PRETTY! It's totally a wrong concept! HEALTHY=PRETTY , girls should have self-confidence and self-esteem to bring themselves up. My gym mates knocked my mind and make me realized that, am trying hard to not compare myself with those SKINNY girls. We should appreciate what our mothers gave us.

It's now end of July, time doesn't wait anyone. probably will sit for final exam in Oct/Nov. Mama and friends are going to Macau,Hong Kong at that moment. :( I need some moral support , but ....... well. The following days will going to be a lil bit busy , gonna plan for IC's birthday celebration, scratching head over for Ranee's present, somemore potluck house warming party at Leonard's new crib. And my mum's birthday fall on 25 Aug , Douglas's on 23 Aug ............ both sis's is on 3 & 10 of Sept . am so gonna declare bankrupt right after the months !

But, who cares ? as long as we are happy and contented. CIAO!

HE again

2011-07-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

今天到处都BERSIH , 街道真的整个很BERSIH .
结果这个星期都不能到Pavilion报到了，我和我妈几乎每个礼拜都去那里报到。
我爸爸还在那边酸我们。所以周末很乖。
今天我和我妈，Susan还有Irene一起吃brunch-Bak Kut Teh 。
After that 就去WWM看Mr.Popper's Penguin .
企鹅好可爱哦，我也要养企鹅。哈哈哈哈
买了一个很可爱的skin给我的Babe-I ;)

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LALALA IMMA so into him .
He's so adorable . *teehee*
他怎么这么帅啊？！！
知道的人都说我疯了，怎么一直喜欢老人家啊？哈哈哈
多么希望可以天天都见到他......ERHMM............
虽然他嘴巴很贱，但是其实他很好人，很体贴的，只不过不常show出来。
上次他知道我不知道，他还特地走过来demo给我看。:)
整个就是帅...................到很娘。
我知道我的taste很奇怪，不理不理。
tomorrow going to see him too 期待期待 #

Another self-challenged

2011-07-04T11:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday woke up pretty early , 5am .
Marathon again :)

Then, mom and I headed to WWM to meet up with the gang .
I'm so suprised that everyone is so punctual that we no need to waste time for waitng others .

Those who's not driving hop into the others' car .

had our breakkie at McD , everyone was very excited . *wink* #happy happy

After that, headed to Sri Pentas , Bandar Utama .
oppsss , I forgot to tell y'all , the run is organised by ntv7 RUN . ;)
We joined the 7km-category . wooo , no pre-training before the run , thought I can't finish the run , but I did !

We DID it ! with gold medal and certificate :)
I finished 7km within 1 hour , 40mins + .

Fun Buddies :D
at first only me , Douglas and Eddie were taking photo , then suddenly the rest joined us !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Everyone was starving and craving for food after the 7km-run and Sh'Bam session .
But , something went wrong , so we had to settle it before we going for our lunch .
Credits to David , helped us for letting us to bath in CF .
Feel wanna slap the 2 receptionist . GRRRR #

anyway , lunch time @ Vietnam Kitchen !
we ordered too much and can't finish it ! wasted ..
My bweety mama and I #chu ~
( Douglas noticed that I pretending to be one of the GG's character - Blair )

My both cute nanniesssssssss , lurve them ! <3

Group photos !

old one is sitting down , except for Karyn :P
David and I kept on arguing the whole session , ohmygowd !

he's so damn childish laaaaaa, UNCLE ! bluekkkk !

Recently , my life is surrounded by them and they're all brilliant and fantastic people to meet .
:) # enjoy the moment with them

shit!

2011-06-18T17:06:00.002+08:00

YESHHH . I'm addicted to that bloody fellow .
I think am getting insane from now on . I won't tell anybody until I felt comfortable to do so .

I feel so shitty but happy now .
NO WAY NO WAY .
die liao die liao . X_________X""

Colourful world

2011-06-13T10:23:00.002+08:00

I left my blog almost 1 month .

Too busy and too lazy to blog .

My life is full of colourful with them . ;)

My super duper short-sem-break was over ! GRRR

How I wish holiday can last longer ... (sigh)

My mum , sister , her boyfie and I took part in 43th Kiwanis Treasure Hunt .

Sis's hubby was the driver and she was the navigator .
both mum and I were the passengers , HEEEHEEE .

I thought I can sleep the whole day from PJ to Penang , but my plan ruined . =;=

Hardly can sleep only when we were in highway .

Pity sis's boyfie need to drive along for more than 8 hours .

We spent almost 2 hours to get this done !

After finished the hunting , went to visit the guan-yin temple . #bo-bi bo-bi
I lurve this pic so much although I look so dumb .

cute minnie mouse .

Guan-Yin-Ma , I'm a good girl . so , please bo-bi bo-bi me . HAHAHAHA

Didn't get anything from Penang , but put on 2kgs . BLOODY HELL !

i'm such a big fatty giant . tsk tsk

I forgot which day it is , just remember it was a beautiful Saturday morning .

Nicholas organized an event : to Sunway Lagoon ! WOOHOO !

but , we went off early because Susan had dinner at night .

am planning to go next time , definitely not on weekends .

Michelle was at Sunway too at that time , with her friends , MOVIE-ing .

actually wanna dinner with her but had to go back early .

She wanted to fetch me home , HAHAHAHA !

too bad I already planned to go Pavilion with my momma .

meet Michelle , she is a brilliant step murderer . HAHAHAHA !

know her in CF , she is Single and Available .

we were having lunch at Korean restaurant @ Sunway Pyramid .

sharing our Dol Sot Bi Bim Bap and Kim Chi Jeon .

Just finished our workout at Q2 launching @ Sunway Pyramid .

Susan and Irene purposely came to my house and fetch me there . :D

They babysit-ed me almost the whole day . Thankiew ~

SEE ! stupid bat-man is bullying me !

opssss , I think he is a cicak-man .

After having our lunch , we headed to Times Square to support Kevin's body combat launching .

Damn crowded , I can't even enjoy the workout properly .

so , we left early .

GAAAHHH , so exhausted that day .

they fetched me home and waited my aunt and cousins for dinner .

Thanks to my nanny , Susan & Irene for taking care me ! :) LOVE YA .

LOUIS KOO

2011-04-30T22:42:00.004+08:00

DAMN addicted to Louis Koo . so handsome but too bad he's ............

watched 单身男女 last night , I cried after the movie .
Bloody hell !! the girl end up marry with Daniel Wu .... WTF !!
so sad so sad so sad so sad so emo so emo **

sister was like ' it's just a movie , why you so sad ? '

WHYYYYYYYY ?!!!! I WANT HIM !!! <3<3<3

btw , went to KLCC yesterday with momma .

maim purpose is to get my new pencil case . #heehee

actually planned to lunch at Shanghai10@avenue K, but it closed already .

another FML . duhhhhh

luckily we saw this Kiki Taiwan Cuisine , cute little kitten .

Lurve her . muahhhhh

and at last I bought this . CUTE and ADORABLE is it ?
I know I know . sayang sayang .

still waiting the photo from Susan .

A whole bunch of us went to GreenBox for Michelle's celebration .
Happy Buff'day Michelle YAU !!!! stay pretty .
seriously , you look so sweet . smile more kayy ? BE CONFIDENT .

随手拈来

2011-04-11T09:32:00.003+08:00

好久都没有打中文篇了，啊啊啊差点要忘了，对不起华文。这篇将会是一个没有照片的文，只是突然心血来潮想打字。星期一是一个对我来说好无聊的一天，因为没上课，但是我又好享受这种无聊。星期二只有半天课，上完法律课就可以跟教授说骨拜，开心到我想飞起。星期三是我最最不喜欢上的课，道德过后还有我最无奈的经济学。天啊..，很可怕。星期四还好还好，上了四小时的商业课还要上英文版的历史课。真是很郁闷。星期五好开心，因为可以睡饱饱，吃饱饱，玩饱饱；因为没上课了。哈哈哈这一个月，其实有一点想活在梦中，很不现实。三月二十多号终于拿到了成绩，嗯...比预料中的好，其实是好很多。我开心的是终于可以让家人开心。其实SPM的成绩也只是一个肯定自己过去的努力的证明。以后我还有更长的路要走，目前就是要把A-level考好，我不要重考啊！！别人的学院生活都很多姿多彩，老实说，我的真的好平凡但是很实在。我现在每天除了学院就是狂上健身房。( 拜托，我不是去练铁而是去上瑜伽课，韵律操 etc. ) 还有一天就是十八岁的大日子了。哈哈哈哈。所以这应该是17岁的最后一篇文了。喂喂喂，我十八都还没过别再说我是二十多岁了，过分! =V=

Japan , ganbatte !

2011-03-14T09:38:00.003+08:00

Well , It's mid of the March now .
* so fast , next month is going to be my big month ;PP *
Disaster everywhere ! pray for Japan .... so sad , feel so sorry for them .
thanks God we're in Malaysia .
so , guys better appreciate people and things around you , you may lost them in the next moment with regret .
That's why I'm simply in love with my current life now . HAHAHA
except for the college part . ._.
I enjoy my workouts in CF , lurve the instructors ( David , Kevin , Leonard , Nor , Eujinn etc. ) and people there is so nice . ;))

I bumped into Amanda last week in LRT , so happy .
We take almost the same subjects but in different college .
chat quite alots , until LRT reaches our destination .
Happy to see you there , darling . ;))
And , I saw another girl (so sorry I don't know her name ) who is in the same tuition class with me last year .
feels good when you saw some familiar face HUH ?

sad part and ANNOYING part is coming ...
M'sian Studies mid term exam is going to be held at Thursday ; Moral Studies ' exam is going to be on next Monday .
FML .
I should be an efficient blogger , but just so lazy to sync my iphone and get pictures on it .
SEE , my DOMOkun with my peach jelly , imported from Japan .
Emily sis bought this to me , woahhh , costs RM6+ just for a JELLY . ._.

Yesterday was another day-out with my beloved SIS .
HAHAHAHAHA ! we had lots of fun .
Jane always said that both of us talked like friends , I always make joke of my mum in CF .
We went to Pavilion in order to get my sportbras in Nike . * =D *
and I saw a super nice purse in Tocco @ TANGS .
Can somebody buy for me ? ;(((
my dream purse ............ AWWWWWW . still thinking of it .
anyway lurve her . muackssss <3

SHOUT

2011-02-26T21:23:00.004+08:00

Just stab me .

I've gone through a tough week , tears dropped without reason .

WTF .

I always EMO when I'm in a new place .

so depressed .

I'm not only taking Law , also Economics and Business . fml

and , seriously , I hate Moral Studies and M'sian Studies .

don't think that you're free from Moral and History after ur high school .

it's never the end .

Malay Archipelago ? Peninsula ? Invasion ? Occupation ? Ethics ? Moral ?

these really freak me out .

Besides , hate presentation . talking in front of 150 students is awkward .

however , should overcome it . they're just little potato * murmur *

I haven't prepare my Moral Presentation yet .

I did my Law assignment . ;)

Don't put them in mind , they're nothing . Don't spoil my mood .

I'm too far to be independent , long way to go .

and , iPhone apps are fun . I lurve Sky Burgers .

I love my family . Papa , Mama , Sisters .

Yesterday was Papa's birthday . always good luck and stay healthy .

Incredible Papa

2011-02-20T14:58:00.003+08:00

My Tam Papa got me a real suprise . superb superb shocked .

Okay , just before the CNY , I kept saying that I wanna an iPhone .

but as you all know , I just got my HTC last year .

My papa said he will get one for me . * He always break his promise so I just ignore him *

And one day , he called me . * He seldom call me . within 10 times a year I think *

He asked me " You want iphone or ipad ? "

I was like "Are you kidding ? okayy , iPhone then . "

after a few days , here it is .

it is beside me . I can't even imagine that .

OMFG !!! * rawr *

Lurve you , Papa . ♥♥♥

Single Day again

2011-02-14T09:06:00.004+08:00

I'm not going to say Happy Valentine's Day because I'm not happy at all . LOL
forgive me , I'm single . errkkkk
I only realized I never celebrate Valentine's day before , wtf !
by the way , Syn has founded her love , and that isn't me . * hahaha *
just a short shoutout . * sigh *

Last Monday , went to Sunway Pyramid for ice-skating with my college friends .
they sent invitation via Facebook , and they should be 8 people to attend .
end up , they were only 3 people who shown up including me .
felt like no mood to play at all . But , Beatrice , Shum & I still went to the ice rink .
I spent RM33 to get my leg hurt . I'm so dumb .
the best thing was I never fell down at all . HAHAHA !
a reminder to people , please wear long or thick socks if you want to go for ice-skating . =)
AND !! my elder sis done a super lovely & warm things to me .
before the day , I asked her how to go back from Sunway . ( yea , I'm noob in taking public transport )
She's quite worried about me that I'll lost in Damansara .
so , she went to Sunway Pyramid with her boyfii around 2pm to fetch me back .
awwwwww , do you know how sweet it is ? so touching .
stupid gloves cost me RM8 , and the colour is sucks . GREEN ?!!!!

Finally met my secondary buddies .

Luckily I managed to meet KaaKel before she went back to camp .
we chatted a lots , shared the interesting experience .
There were 6 of us actually , SzeMeng's the camera man and the driver .
SzeMeng drove 30km/h ?!!!! * we know what happened ;P *
I felt good after spending time with them .
no need to hide anything from them and everyone knows each other quite well .
I think we'll only meet up when we get our SPM result in March ?
Don't even dare to imagine my result , sucks like shit .

Opppss ! I have presentation on Thursday , so nervous !!!
god bless me . x)

One Little , '2' Little

2011-02-05T23:28:00.003+08:00

Celebrating CNY in hometown is much more fun if compared to KL .

My family only go back to hometown twice a year , Chinese New Year and Cheng Beng .** I miss my grandma . ;( **

I have a troops of cousin , idk why , I just feel so lucky because I'm a part of Tam's family . hearts them a lots , they're so funny and great entertainer .

We have pillow fight , play poker cards , play mahjong , insult each other everyday to spend the time . And , I just can't stop laughing when I'm with them .

The bad part is I forgot to bring my CamCam back , sad . I wanna take the pictures of them actually .

Basically , I had a great time . Holiday is never enough when you started ur studies or work .

Can I be a time traveller like Hiro ? ( Hiro , a character from a American drama , Heroes ) so that I can travel to the happy moments . ;D

ohhh ! Thanks god to the existence of Facebook , almost everyone knows Imma in love with Justin Bieber . My cousins kept insulting JB in front of me , call him ' Babi ' , ' Dustbin ' or ' The largest pork distributor in the world ' . wtf

-_______-^

It's okay , I know all of you are just so jealous about his talent and his flawless baby skin ! HAHA ! neh neh neh neh pu pu . ;P

'Chicky People' should beware on Rabbit Year .

idk how to say in English , erhmm ' fan tai sui ' . HAHA !

get it ? that's all for now , Happy Chinese New Year !

Family Day

2011-01-30T23:24:00.005+08:00

It's been a long time for us to have a family day . ;)

The last time for Papa Tam to shop was last year CNY , quite a long time .

He is superb busy with his works and the worst part is he enjoys working . EWWW *

We went to Pavilion around 5pm , so we went to Tony Roma's for dinner .

Beverages always served first . just simply lurve the Old Fashioned Lemonade .

Shrimp pasta is a must for us .

Signature ribs . woohoo ! makes people addicted .

But I have sorethroat now because of this .=;;=

Papa's rib eye steak .

Girl's Chicken Pesto Salad .

We were so satisfied and so we finished it .

Emily sis paid the bill . heehee * Papa and Mama were happy .

Then , we walked around to get Papa's new clothes .

We brought Papa to Snowflakes , a new dessert for him . =)
Snowflakes taste better when a troop of people eat together . HAHA !

SEE ! dramatic family .

They likes to act so much . hee

Mama with her precious Charlies Angel .

Again , drama .

CNY is around the corner , 2 more days !! weee !!

no more a VIRGIN

2011-01-29T20:39:00.005+08:00

heehee . My college mates always laugh about this cute ' beon ' (bear+lion) .
A new logo for Great Eastern . hahaha .
I'm quite satisfied my current life actually except for the half-an-hour path to the college , and I did manage to make some new friends .
college life is not as easy as I thought , it's tiring and exhausted .
so happy for now , cause CNY is around the corner ! hahaha .
EJ said it's too bad , we just had the first 3 days class and it's holiday again .
Who cares ? everyone loves holiday !

And , there's something important I've to say ..........
" I'm no more a virgin . "

said my hair . ;)
YES ! I dyed my hair . credits to my mum and dad who willing to sponsored a parts of the bill .
and no forget Nicole , my hair stylist . She's cool with her outfit .
I was in a dilemma yesterday , kept nagging my sister . She's freakin' out . HAHAHA

IDK why I'm super addicted to DutchLady Milk .
A packet for me a day is for sure .
Milk keeps us strong , so I'm strong . hahahaha .

meet the super idol , Justin Bieber .
Guys hate him because they jealous his talent and his flawless appearance .

Some of the college materials . ;)
Business Studies 's reference is as thick as a dictionary . OMFG .

Yesterday's lyrical hip-hop is super fantastic , lurve it so much .
Too bad yesterday was Eujinn last day for replacing David .
Hope to see him soon . ;)

new look for bloggie

2011-01-24T10:41:00.003+08:00

erhem , just can't stop missing Ms.Milk ! p.s : we're normal , kayy ? no lesbian please . She's busy working , busy baking cookies and of course busy falling in love with Mr.J ( oppsss ;P ) I didn't meet her for like one month , but feel like it's already one year ! I think we did really rely with each other too much on the past few years . Time passed LIKE A G6 . fml . And I felt a lil bit regret for wasting my time fooling around . Will be starting my first class on tomorrow , hope everything will be fine . peace .

MooMoo and VonVon , better make sure both of you keep your promise for the coming Monday ! I f***ing miss you ;)

oh yaaaa , get my bloggie a new look . Lurve it so much , Rilakkuma is a thing , so cute !

College

2011-01-19T15:47:00.002+08:00

As some of you know , I fall sick on my 1st day of college's orientation . I know it sounds stupid and super unlucky . I aet medicine and pasted Byebye Fever on my forehead . * wink * I thought it was okay to go to college . I don't want absent on the 1st day , must have miss tons of fun . Can't believe I'm now in a college , BAC . Class enrolment is much more bigger than I thought , over 100 people , roughly 130 students in a class . omg , must not be late if I want to get a nice seat during lessons . anyway , they are all urber friendly . wish to have fun with everyone . ciao !

Love Life .

Love ,
Vivien

I want CNY

2011-01-15T00:11:00.003+08:00

Bloody pimples nonstop popping out on my face .so sad ;( . OMFG . This few days kinda busy for purchasing CNY clothes , I love CNY and of course angpaws . heehee .
I gonna start my college life next week , so nervous . no more anti-social girl , yes .
Yesterday was Keith's birthday , actually planned to have dinner with a bunch of friends last night , but his date bailed . shitz .
stomache again .. auntie visited me again . time to rest ........

Bored x 2

2011-01-04T14:35:00.002+08:00

Totally bored life without schooling .
shits , stupid pimples started in love with me . =( arghh
The same routine for everyday , watch " Heroes 4 " , nothing else to do .
I feel so lonely , well , I will adapt to it soon .
2 weeks more for college life , try not to stress myself too much .
I'm kinda 'gan jiong ' , new environment , new friends , new teacher ..
Wow ..... feel so depressed suddenly without any reason ?

鬼扯

2011-01-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

OMG 时间快到很可怕

现在已经是1月2号2011年了，再过一个小时就3号了。

谢天谢地我终于可以摆脱那些书了 ......... 但是还有其他的等着来拜访我

岁月不留人。我觉得我越来越老了

一熬夜我的痘痘就迫不及待地爆出来跟我say HALLO

救命救命，我不要当痘痘女。

但是我又时常不知不觉很迟睡觉。

昨晚又BBQ ，我应该是超级大肥婆，完蛋了！

本来想要早睡但是又跟子靖老哥在MSN鬼扯了一个多小时才甘愿去找周公。

又一次感慨。我们大家都长大了。

相识时还是个只懂得打线上游戏的黄毛小子丫头呢。

新的一年，我只希望自己情绪千万不要失控。

拜托拜托，我不要人缘zero。谢谢保佑。

We Prom , They Prom

2010-12-29T18:27:00.004+08:00

Holiday isn't a good thing . I feel so bored at home .
but i'm super duper into someone .. secret ;P
i told milk , she's like ' seriously ? are you crazy ? '

our school 's prom night held on yesterday
I put on super thick cosmetics on my face , feel like wearing a mask .
my mum fetched me there , thankiew .
just imagine you're wearing an evening gown and gonna take bus to attend the prom night . =;;=
I reached there around 7pm , wtf , sucks traffic jam .
I thought I were late , but VonVon ever later than me . LOL
Milk was busy there , I was too free over there .
look like an antisocial-girl , kept texting with VonVon .
felt so embarrassing when Milk introduced Jason , Yuh Nian & Boon Yew (?)
I felt so weird for nothing . HAHA , anyway nice to meet u all x)
then , * skip * those programme .
the emcee-s were Max and Suki from OneFM .
Food isn't that bad , better than I thought .
too bad I can't eat too much due to the stupid gown =;;=
I don't want to ' show off ' my big tummy .
Miracle happened !!
Mr.Lim Wei Yew who sit beside me , got the best hairstyle .
so shocked but all of us voted for him , his hairstyle rocks actually ;D
say 'HALO' . oh ya ! he passed his driving test .

seems like I'm totally retarded in driving , only one who took twice for driving test . fml
not really taking much pic on that night , too bad ;(
but I still manage to see my darling Amanda

seriously , I like her outfit and of course the heels .
I wish to get myself a pair of nice heels ;(

never forget ms.VonVon

lastly , mua beloved Milk ;)
she's the birthday gal on that night .

prom night ended successfully .
yeap , say 'sayonara' to high school without any regretful .

just let me say , i miss him a lotssss .

Holiday :Milk's big day

2010-12-26T20:42:00.004+08:00

My babe , Milk is super duper HIGH for now , I bet .

I know she lurve me a lots like I do .

planned a simple but meaningful birthday lunch at Delicious without informing her .

And she thought it was just a lunch between both of us . =)

I text-ed almost 20+ people , but unfortunately , most of them went for family trip .

appreciate those people who attend the birthday celebration .

Thank you so much ... really really .

main aim for the day was suprised the birthday gurl x) I did it .

11 of them joined ,

Yvonne , who only confirmed yesterday . extraviolence girl , I nearly can't get her , hahaha . sorry =)
Han Wen , thanks for attending although you're sick . I quite like him as a friend . nice brother ;D
Pek Weng , HAHAHAHA !! another good brother , we like to argue with each other for nothing since last year , he 's always the loser ;P I know you're gentlemen ;)

Jian Wen , he text-ed me when I'm in Singapore . Thanks dude for representing Yixuen too .

Wei Yew , since you did a favor for me , I forgive you for confirming your attendance that late . =D

Jason & Yuh Nian , so good of you two . I really happy that my dear has both of you as friend . ;)

JunKit , oh gosh !! He purposely MC to come for Milk's birthday . thank you .. thanks a lot . ^^

I do appreciate everyone , I love you all !! HAHAHA

and , Milk , it is a pleasure to know you in this 5 years time .

You joy my life and cheer me up when I'm depressed . Lurve

yeap , I just back from my Singapore Trip , it was awesome !!
the only horrible thing is we need to walk a lot in Singapore ..
my hamstring very pain ;(
somehow , their transportation are convenient than M'sia , especially the bus service .
miss my aunt & cousin so much !
hello , centre-parking a.k.a cockroach 's friend * laugh *
I'm looking forward to see u all during CNY .
can't wait to see my lovely and humour relatives ! they rocks !

2 more days will be the girl's real big day & the prom night ..
Hope everything won't goes wrong.. and fml , I hate 24/7 facebook-ing for nothing .
what to do ?

2 more to go

2010-12-13T09:34:00.003+08:00

还有两科两科两科两科 ........ 华文和经济学 .........
真希望快点结束 , 我要我的假期 T_________T
其实认真想一想 , 也没多少日子可以让我休息的。
明年一月就要开始A-Level了 , 原本是想趁这段日子去找一些好久不见的朋友。
大家都好久没联络了 , 忙着各自的生活 , 连能在网上闲聊的机会都很渺茫。
但是 , 只是想说我都不曾忘记大家。 ;)
虽然考了驾照 , 但其实妈咪还是不放心我自己驾车下坡。=(
好像还有很多事情都没有完成 ..... 2010年就快要结束了 .........
现在开始请不要让自己的生活有任何遗憾，也不会后悔自己所做过的一切。=)

最真实的剖白 LAST2010

2010-11-19T10:57:00.004+08:00

光阴似箭，一眨眼就轮到我们毕业了。再过几天有得上战场了...
明明中一所发生的事情都还历历在目的，但原来一切都已经过去了。

中五是对我而言一个很重要的转淚点。我经历了很多很多...多到自己都不相信。
原来中学生活可以是这么地...难熬。
那种感觉就像是从天堂被人家一脚踹下人间，而我也还来不及回头看到底是谁这么做..
我有一阵子很讨厌上学校，因为我很讨厌人。讨厌看到别人，那副嘴脸我看到就想吐。
那段时间完全将自己都封闭了起来，我没有向任何家人以外的人说心里话..
我也几乎对大家失去了信任，是的..包括我身边的朋友，那个一直在陪伴我的朋友。
那件事情，明明就是很小事，但在那种敏感时期，往往就成了导火线。
心里认为连我最依靠的人都这样...不重视，不珍惜我，那就算了。
今年是对我们而言考验最多的一次，但是...一切都过去了。不想再多想了。
两个人相处其实没有所谓的等价交换。你对她好，不代表她一定得对你好。
我真的看清了太多东西了，毕业对我来说是一种解脱。
我的妈妈昨天问我：“中学毕业了不会哭吗？”
我说：“不会，因为一点值得留恋的地方都没有。”
在进行毕业仪式的时候，一直有一种轻快的感觉。
哈哈哈，我终于明白李白“两岸猿声啼不住，轻舟已过万重山”的那种意境了。
不是我否定了之前大家一起所拥有过的回忆，而是哀莫大于心死。
你们总是让我一次又一次地失望。既然都不珍惜之间的感情，那何必再勉强下去呢？
以后大家还是同·班·同·学，仅此而已。
无事不登三宝殿的人最令人讨厌，有自知之明吧？
还有，你凭什么认为你有资格可以删掉我？
请允许我以脏话来发泄.............. 干！
毕业那天真希望自己可以当着你的面对着你大大地比一个大大的 __
哈哈哈哈哈哈，这样应该可以泄我心头之恨。
但是，我最近也学了一个道理，凡事留一线，他日好想见。
老师说要学以致用，我都有在听哦。

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哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈，请允许我再补充。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。
刚刚不小心看到一篇........................ 哈哈哈哈
有没有人可以告诉我哪一个百科全书说吃大便了就可以变安静了的？=;=
还考什么会计，金融啦，去当博士。我以后好想跟你拿签名哦。哈哈哈
哈哈哈哈，原来你在质疑我爸爸让我吃屎？
如果吃屎可以变聪明，我觉得她应该也很需要。笑到我屁酱。
还有一个最重要的，你以为你是谁？香港小姐啊？马来西亚小姐啊？
谁会在意你哭不哭哦？谁会去告诉老师哦？告诉老师的是你前面那个八婆啦。
哭到稀里哗啦，怕死人家不知道。
替天行道？拿符来贴我看我会不会烟销魂散啦。哈哈哈哈
最后那句是整篇文章的高潮，蠢钝如猪的都不懂是谁哈哈哈哈哈哈
是啦，你不能忍受你的朋友蠢钝如猪过你，是不是？OKAY 我明白
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
神啊，请允许我再大笑三声，以后就不会再这样缺德了 ;P 谢谢哦

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接着，是感谢的人。
黄可欣，谢谢你一直陪伴了我五年。
恭喜你终于可以离开你的噩梦了，你的工作好像完成了。
谢谢你这五年来一直让我依赖，让我依靠。
总是一直在包容我的脾气，我的任性。
五年发生了很多事，身边的人来来去去的，幸好大家都没有离开彼此。
你对我而言，其实是一种习惯。
习惯是一种很可怕的东西，因为一旦得改变，那段适应期将是最痛苦的时候。
第一次跟你说话，好像是考美术的时候，我还记得林伟浩做我的隔壁，哈哈哈哈。
多么令人怀念的情景啊。
我们一起去骂高年级的人，那个人的哥哥明明怕到讲话都在震，却还在装英雄。
真的是有其哥必有其弟。
这应该是最后一次对你剖白了。
羡慕你对别人的真诚，肯放下身段地去娱乐大家，让大家都很喜欢叫“可欣，可欣”
我从来都很明白自己不受欢迎，也没有要求大家去喜欢我，因为我就是一副人缘不好的样子。
我自大，以自我为中心，自私，哎呀，总之不该有的负面人性我都有就对了。
你交友广阔，而我，能说话的朋友寥寥无几。
当你每次走掉去找别人的说话，我只能静静地。
而我也开始发觉，大家其实都会离开的，没有人会永远在你身边。
我们也到了需要分开的日子了。我想了很多，我们以后走的路不一样。
你应该去寻找跟你志同道合的人，现在，我才逐渐发觉，路不单单只是直的，是有分岔的。
我们不会永远都在同一个圈子里，该来的时候总是会来。
虽然有点伤感，但是，人的一生会遇到许多形形色色的人，有萍水相逢，点头之交，泛泛之交。纵然是谈心知己，在某个时候，他们也会离开。
而时间从来不会允许我们多花事前去缅怀去怀念当初的回忆。
我们只能一直走，走，走...直到遇到另一个人在指定的阶段陪伴我们的人。
这段过程里，唯一不变的人就是自己。
要是得写一份科学报告，自己就是固定性变数。反应性变数就是两人之间所产生的化学作用。
是相吸还是相斥？操纵的是自己愿意对别人所付出的。
付出的包括关怀，爱，体贴，用心。
“天下无不散之筵席”是从小学开始写纪念册就一直写的名句，其中的道理有多少人能参透？
我和可欣之间的相处模式，就是所谓地非笔墨能形容。
就像，在我们两个人当中，她一直是比较有心思的那一个。
在礼物上，她愿意花时间，不计金钱的就是为了准备一份诚意满满且独一无二的礼物。
我很懒惰，我承认。哈哈哈。
毕业典礼那天，她在我书包偷偷藏了一个最具心思的礼物给我，惊喜且感激。
不知道为什么有些人一直问“你有没有送回给她啊？人家送东西给你哦...”
要送都不用向你申请，省省吧。
但是真的真的谢谢你。:) 除了谢谢不知道要说什么了 ...........

再者，我最重要的家人。
我很庆幸可以有一位开通的母亲（某些事情例外）。
我们的感情很好，我不爱跟朋友出去的主因就是她。
哈哈哈哈，因为跟她在一起才可以吃好吃的，而且不用付钱。
她知道我很多事情，几乎都没有瞒住她。
包括我中三谈恋爱的时候，还有我在学校所发生的一切。
每次在学校受了委屈还是什么怨气，我都会回去跟她诉苦的。
还有我的两位姐姐，虽然我和大姐二姐相差了10年，8年，但是感情都很好。
因为我每次都喜欢去粘她们。最喜欢她们了 ..........
偶尔有一点点讨厌她们的男朋友，哈哈哈，但是以后姐姐老了就是靠他们照顾了。
要好好对他们，不然以后上法庭告你们。哈哈哈哈
我二姐的男朋友说话很屁股的。
他说：“你妹妹应该一百年后才可以告人。因为《十年树木，百年sue人》”
谁get不到的？请去撞墙。哈哈哈
差点忘了我的爸爸，哈哈哈哈，我的一切费用的支付人。
虽然他时常工作，总是忙到昏天暗地的。但是其实他很爱我们。
不过他爱我们的方式有时真的让我们很吃不消。哈哈哈。

上天其实待我不薄，谢谢哦 ......... 无言的感激。

The Last Post

2010-10-01T15:00:00.003+08:00

again , I neglected my blog for a long time and I think I gonna quit it .
It's no more public diary , and I hope it can really shut somebody's mouth .
Yes , people tend to change from time to time .
Last semester break was a totally hard time for me to go through .
I totally isolated myself , stop connecting with friends and I stop my FB .
I'm tired ... I choose to ignore those rumors that he spreads .
If you really know who am I talking , please , stop it .
Rumors kill people . You don't know the feeling and you never experienced it before .
I'm glad that this is my last 3 months for seeing everyone of them .
I can have a new life next year or just after my SPM .

I hate school .
I like school before when I have friends .
I'm mentally upset when I saw somebody is playing fool with them .
but , I can't do everything , oppss , the only thing I can do is remain silence .
Nevermind , nevermind .

It's all over .
just like me and YOU ALL . :)

* peace *

short updates

2010-08-27T06:02:00.002+08:00

Really really a long time I neglected my blog .
SPM trial is around the corner , but I still haven't get prepared yet .
Neither mental or physical .
Recently , a lot of things changed and I think I become more mature to handle about *that* . :D
Everything is fine .... I mean our friendship .
I started to change my mind and accept those unwanted variable .
Well , fact is fact .
When you lost somebody , you will get somebody instead .
Since our fate is gone , then let it go .

Yesterday , 40 + selected students went to attend a SPM seminar for Mandarin subject .
We need to sit in the hall from 8am to 4pm , we have to pay RM5 for transport and it included breakfast and lunch .
Luckily Amanda was with me , and we laughed throughout the seminar .
The other school represent who sit in front of us looked at us like one kind .
We well entertained ourselves and kept making lame jokes .
I nearly fall asleep when it came to the last talk : Essay writing .
Look , is NEARLY . LOL

Anyway , have to meet some V.I.P later .
god bless me .

Thought

2010-07-31T19:13:00.002+08:00

I'm alone , again .
Menstrual pain kills me this 2 days , I have sorethroat , keep coughing and sneezing , but nobody is with me though .

I feel terribly upset , not because of that .
Last night , accidentally found some of the pictures we took .
I miss the moment we're still best friend , but we changed .
They tends to cheat each other or hide themselves .

Damn it .
I lurve you all , everyone plays a super urber important role in my life .
We PLAY , EAT , STUDY and HAVE FUN , but it's just a history.
This kind of things never occur anymore .

Frankly , I don't want everything become past tense .
Please , I'm totally exhausted with those faker faces .
Why can't a boy and a girl have a love-free relationship ?
I hate losing anyone , anything .

I'm miserable because all of you give up our friendship that easily .

A post that dedicated to YOU

2010-07-29T15:40:00.004+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog always .
I always blog when I was mad , and now , he pissed me off .
Some utmost disgusting people is about to crossing my boundary .
Don't deny , you know what you've done .
It's not enough for that time ? You wanna repeat that scene again ?
Am I a good selection to gossip ?
Ok , fine .
You wanna ruin my relationship with all of my friend , and I will do so to you .
We want to play fair rite ? An eye for an eye .
You always put me in such an awkward situation to humiliate me .
Is it fun ? frankly , you're such a hypocrite .
I was so damn stupid before that , I thought you're quite a good person .
But , you disappointed me once again .
Your existence is wasting the source of our mother earth .
I don't want to endure anymore .

Friendship

2010-07-18T19:02:00.003+08:00

Why everyone changes so much in just 1 day ?
Holy crap , I hate those stupid kiddy mind .
Do people really know what is the REAL meaning of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P ?

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:

the tendency to desire what is best for the other
- sympathy and empathy
  - honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
    - mutual understanding and compassion
      - trust in one another; able to go to each other for emotional support

I searched this from wikipedia .
I didn't really mean to allude anybody or what .

I need friend , you need friend and everyone need friend .
This 2 weeks were quite tough for me , I felt so moody .

Eclipse with A.Darling

2010-07-10T21:21:00.005+08:00

FYI , Eclipse is now showing in cinema !!
I've waited for so long and finally I watched it , with my Amanda Darling :)
Actually I thought my sis will accompany me to watch Eclipse , but she had an appointment with dentist .
I asked some of my friend , but they're not really into this twilight
it's ok to me , the worst may end up that I watch Eclipse alone .
Before the night , Amanda text-ed me .
She wanted to watch Eclipse too , but she failed to get ticket .
Luckily I booked ticket 2 days ago . :D

Credits to Emily for willing to fetch us to Titiwangsa Monorail station , thanks alot alot !
When we arrived GSC , we saw a really-extremely long queue .
again , I can't deny that I'm smart , HAHA ! cos I booked the tickets . X)
say ' I miss you ' to Edward and Bella . ( i purposely ignore Jacob ... )

Eclipse is awesome .
Amanda and I kept like ' awwww ... woahhh ... owwhhhh '
We were very ' gan jiong ' when it came to the fight between vampires and werewolve
after movie , we walked around and we bumped into Michelle Tan .

cam-whore in train

Cute sweeties .

I heart this pic a lot , nice right ? :)

same brand - J.C 's watch . :O

Anyway , we do enjoy the day right ? darling .

HAHA !! Amanda and I are quite similar in particular things:

1. we both get sick , we have Bieber fever !!

2. we are in Edward's team too

3. way to go .

This is what you call a FAMILY ,

when your family members get involve in trouble , family will do their best to protect them .

I like Carlisle's considerate , I like Esme's gentle , I like Alice's vivacious , I like Jasper's sober , I like Emmett's bighearted and I like Rosalie's beauty .

grrr .. I dislike Jacob !!

He refuse to believe that Edward and Bella belong to each other .

and he kept forcing Bella to choose him .

I was damn furious when he kissed Bella and I felt wanna crush his head into pieces .

omg , since when I become so violent ? ( maybe gene problem .. )

Away from Bella , Jacob .

poor Edward , I bet his heart turn into pieces when he knew Bella kissed Jacob . :(

I like Bella , oppss , no , actually I like Kristen Stewart .

She's pretty and elegant . I wish I have her face and body . :(

anyelse

2010-07-05T17:15:00.002+08:00

It is just a lame post .
I feel so sick now , I watched drama for 3 hours but I fell asleep .
My head is kinda like gonna burst , and I'm so nervous .
I don't know what to do , I don't know what can I do and what SHOULD I do ?
I hate myself for being irresponsible and indiscipline .
I know I can get better result if I really put effort .
I hate myself for being so emo all the time , and trouble others .
I'm the youngest and my sisters love me a lots .
Although my elder sister always act cool , she still love me and treat me very good .
My eldest sister is considerate and ' soft ' , I like to bully her and beat her when I was young .
They're working , I'm the only one who still studying .
I told them I don't want to study local U , I choose to go college after high school and maybe will join the 2+1 course .

SPM is around the corner . I don't want straight E .
sorry sis , sorry mum , sorry dad .

I think I like him , I like him , I like him , I like him .
but he never know .

Sad

2010-07-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

Don't know why , I'm so lazy and busy to blog about my life .
If someone ask me ' How are you ? ' , I'll definitely say NO , I'm NOT .

I didn't talk with her for 3 days , since that day I knew that she was mad about me .
She chooses to remain silent and ignore me .
OK , Fine , as you wish .
I won't forget that when I talked to you this morning , you never look at me and you just pass by me like you never see me .
You said I dissapointed you because I shouted at you ,
and this is your revenge ?
I was tearing that time , my friend was calling me , sister was worrying about me , and you just kept on walking .
I cried like a stupid , maybe I should learn to be independent without relying on my MOTHER .

Today was my Amanda darling's and Mun Mun 's birthday .
Happy buff'day to both of the birthday girls . =)
After school , we went to Jusco to celebrate Mun Mun's day .
frankly , it doesn't seems like a birthday celebration .
Then , Keith decided to eat Dim Sum at Mi Wen @ Jalan Ipoh .
He was extremely gan jiong when he drove in the city . ( too much car )
we almost lost , but anyway we still manage to go there safely .
He was panicked when he knew Jerry wasn't on the same road
and he influenced me and made me very nervous .

Before we went back , we found a great place for dating !
HAHAHA , nice scene and without any extra charges . =D

God Bless Me .

GPC 2010 , girl rocks

2010-06-15T15:07:00.003+08:00

Hey , there :) Finally back from GPC 2010 .
I spent 2 days at Sunway University College to attend the camp .
That 2 days probably torturing me , I miss my mum so much .
and I can't really enjoy the camp because I have home-sick badly .
Overall the camp is fun actually , I lurve my group Group 17 a.k.a Lipstick Angels a.k.a LA

our lovely leader , Wendy Goh .
she is adorable and cute , i'm like her personal nanny .
she kept forgot this and that , but she is such a social queen !
HA ! tell 'ya a lil secret , she is good in flirting . * wink * shhhh ..
and the sexiest and hottest , Jeannette !
she is the first I talked in G17 .
I lurve her style , I mean her hair style and the fashion .
the young girl , kimberly .
I like her smile anyway , so cute .
and Ghadys . she seems like very quiet in the beginning .
but finally she talked with us !

Hmm , when I first stepped in Sunway ,
my first thought was like ' Can I go home now ? '
everyone seems like very strange and my mum wasn't there with me .
so glad that Yen Tong was the first that talked with me . x)
and Abha somemore a chinese girl ( I forgot her name , sorry :( )
They're so friendly and they invited me to join their performance ,
but I didn't join . My vocal sucks .

The usher brought us to MPH to settle down .
We sat down and started to decorate our fuzzy bag .
After the Ice Breaker etc. , the first talk started .
errr , I better skipped those detail if not I think I can't finish blogging .

The most exciting memory is during the extreme telematch !
I almost swallowed 2 raw eggs ! It sounds weird , right ?
I can't believe that I can do that , HAHA * feel so proud of myself :P
and I drank something like garlic or cinnamon or #$R#@&)*% 's mixture
I forgot the ingredients ! HAHAHA

Then , before had our dinner , we need to wash up and doll up . x)
hmphh , the dinner is awesome . I lurve that potatoes .
we lined up to take instant picha .

and ........ * drums roll * it's time for the 60 Seconds To Fame !
Jeannette's performance was marvellous , and the case comes same as other girl .
Emcee of the night was Liang , he's funny and so humourous .

I felt very tired after woogie boogie session , therefore I sat down and rest + tried to text my mum .
My tears rolled down when I received my mum's message .

It was really herculean for me to pretend nothing happened in front of my friends .
Finally , time to bed . I was looking forward to that because my mum promised that will call me at that time .
But , she didn't .
She went to night lounge with daddy .
I cried inside the sleeping bag =.= , so shame of myself .
Hope that nobody realized that , but I think Jeannette saw my eyes were red ... omg !

I hardly stop crying that night , and my mum called me .
It made my tears rolled down my cheek again , =( .
MUMMY !!!

Well , I felt so happy in the next morning .
because I can see my mum and hug her soon !
Jeannette knew that I have home-sick really extremely bad .

tell 'ya something that you all won't believe .
Group 17 , I mean my team , get the Best Team !! * shocked *
Actually I stunt at that moment and couldn't think anything .
Jeannette and Wendy were the first who scream loud .
oh ya , Jeannette was the Best-dressed Babe and her Hawaiian Dance gets the best performance . x) gratz .

and say goodbye to GPC 2010 . Thank you for giving me a memorable experience .

Sorry , friend x)

2010-06-11T09:15:00.003+08:00

I often feel lost of direction during my holiday ,
and my temper getting bad .
So sorry to my friend , especially the close one .
I msg-ed Wei Yew yesterday , and apologized for being rude to him all the time .
he shocked , and kept asking my what happened . =P
I 'm so EMO recently ! =(

Tomorrow is GPC , and I need to wake up early to make sure I reach SUC at 8a.m.
'm so nervous , because I definitely guarantee I will have home-sick , like very serious .
I will miss my mum , of course .
I think I really can't live without her . I love her like nobody will do !!
oh my gosh , can you imagine my life without her ?
Despite schooling and tuition time , we stick together .
errr , I mean I'm the one who always stick with her .
fyi , my mum so dulan me lately . HA
because I didn't take care of myself , I still coughing .
She want to take me to hospital to have a X-ray of my lung , but I don't want .
I think she really scare that my heart or respiratory system got problem again .
It's okay , mum .
I really hope tomorrow and following day will be alright , as I'm in camp .

aiksssss ........

and I have a Bieber fever !!

Thankiew , my dear

2010-06-04T22:02:00.003+08:00

So miss the moment which can have a heart-to-heart with my dear one .
Actually we plan for it , next Monday .
but , there is too much of obstacle *lalala*
I have too much of things to tell her , and I just can't wait until Monday .
We meet each other everyday but it is just too herculean to discuss about * this * in school .
then , I msg-ed her , and she called me .
It's always a good thing that you have a person to rely on and trustable .
I just don't know what I suddenly so into * him *
I never think that before , we are so close , I mean really really close friend.

The feeling may be just temporary ...... I don't want to lost him , he is so important .
oh gosh ! stay away from my mind . My mind can't stop swinging his face .

btw , Justin Bieber is so adorable and I ♥ him !

Genting-phobia

2010-06-02T22:09:00.004+08:00

Fyi , Influenza A-H1N1 is still there , a deadly disease that claimed many innocent lives in the world . so , people take care yourself .
and unfortunately , I get sick . =(
Persistent cough and runny nose , it's just so embarassing when you're coughing / sneezing in public .
People may thought you are a virus carrier . =[
My immunity system is not strong enough ?
I drink plenty of water , do exercise and practise balanced diet . how come ?!

Well , mid year exam was just a history . HA
I did a lot of careless mistakes , I gonna bang my head to wall .
I can get higher marks , just ......... CARELESS !

Last Friday was a public holiday .
My mum brought me and sis to Genting for 3 days 2 nights trip .
That 3 days were torturing me .
I nearly fainted in First World Plaza on the 2nd day .
Luckily my mum and sis were beside me , sis ran here and there to find a glass of hot water for me .
and that glass of hot water was so precious for me at that moment , it saves my life .
My hand was shivering , and I can't even stand , my face was pale-white .
After that , stomach ache came to me ..... oh god .
We went to Vietnam House for brunch , the 1st time I don't have any appetite to eat although my stomache was empty .
They sent me back to hotel and bought me some medicines .
I felt better after few hours rest and finally felt hungry . =D
I didn't went to the theme park , no indoor park ... but still have fun .
as long as no need to study . **

Sleep helps to recover energy . ^^v

Prepare for outing again ........

A little bear story
hmmphh .. he is waiting for the check-in service

Lady : * think * woah ! he is cute , can I know him ?

Waiting is torturing , but food comforts a lot .
Little bear eating panda biscuits .

Don't know why , I just so in love with chinese herbal stuff .

Central market isn't a market

2010-05-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

yea , I changed my bloggie's layout again .
is it ok ? hmmphh
as the previous post said , yesterday night was my grandma's birthday party .
Everyone like son , daughter , grandson and grandaughter gathered up because of her .
so hot and sweaty , no doubt , it's the effect of global warming .
btw , we had a really great time .
A good opportunity for us to know more about cousin .
Growing up isn't a good thing , aiksss , we need to give up something to get something , a trade .
'm still waiting for the BIG BIG family 's photo of the night .
and ... the fruit cake is extremely delicious ! everyone loves that .
teeheee , of course , I suggested to buy that . =P
I aet 2 slices ++ , don't care those fcuking diet plan !!
FOOD is the King !

and today is Sat .
I didn't go for the extra class in school this morning ,just feel like not going .
and my mum brought me to Central Market with her friend in the afternoon . =D
The 1st time I go there , HA ! we almost lost !
but luckily I got Google Maps , lurve you , my baby HTC . <3>
CM is much more interesting than I thought
I actually thought it was like a market , like a real market , without air-conditioner or something laaaaa
but it is not . The building is quite large , a lots of hand crafts sold inside
and the most important , it is cheap and not too expensive

I like this dress , =( but I didn't buy it
too expensive for me , need to save money . =]

I went to a shop and try the cheongsam , and OMFG !
I shouldn't have try that ! HA ! so pretty man
Mamy said I look so decent and gentle .
I'm actually that , isn't ?
but lastly I didn't bought it , where should I wear that ?
pavilion ? 1u ?

We ended up with 3 pieces of clothes , still ok laaaa
and we went back around 6pm .
after that , went to JJ to buy my school white blouse .
the iron's fault !! sorry , mamy =X

Central Market's loo
it costs 50 cent per entry , so exp
but it really special / =)

2010-05-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

I cracked my head to think for a special and not-so-common intro .
but , I failed . =[ HAHA , I squeeze my brain juice hardly ..
It's May now , so fast . I haven't took my L license yet .
Keith had passed his driving test and yet he is waiting for his car
Jerry Lee is going to take his driving test next month
what about me ? * sigh *

Last Thursday and Friday were quite suffer for me .
no others , Friendship issue . but now ,everything settled .
She misunderstood us , * wink *
I think it was the big conflict we had this 2 years , right ?

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hmmphh .... btw , I still appreciate them , who always backup me .

recently , spent lotza time with J , K & M at school
they're so funny , and I love their jokes laaaaaa , even they are so lameee

Last Sunday was Mother's day .
I didn't go for tuition because I got sick again , cough non-stop .
People look at me like one kind when I cough , maybe they thought I'm H1N1 carrier .
but , I didn't quarantine myself . HA !
sis treated mum a hong kong style breakfast that morning .
and then , we went to Pavilion & KLCC .
We stopped by Chili's to have lunch .

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The present for my beloved mama , Happy Mama's Day !
3 daughter of mum present her a Gucci Flora perfume , hope you will like it .
Hope you do enjoy that day like I do , and I Love You .
I maybe rude to you sometimes , but I don't mean it .
I know that is the way you show your love to us , and I'm trying to adapt to it .
Thanks for caring me for the past 17 years , and please don't stop to do that .

Later , grandma's birthday dinner at uncle's house .
=]

Eating Disorder

2010-05-06T15:56:00.002+08:00

Why everyone seems different now ? Stop hiding , can ?
I want you all back , you mean a lot to me .
I miss you all . =(

Pn.Zarinah disscussed ED a.k.a Eating Disorder in class with us .
HA , I like this topic .
aiyaaaaaa , tell you all frankly , I wished to suffer from anorexia nervosa before .
I know it is stupid , but ........... girl always want to be thinner and slimmer .
Do you think you will like yourself if you are thinner ?
answer will aboslutely yes !
but , fyi , that isn't a good way to lose weight .
quote " It is about killing yourself . "
Pn.Zarinah is sooooooooooooooo cute ! LOL !
'm trying hard to love myself , because I love you all . =)

I don't give a damn

2010-04-30T15:44:00.003+08:00

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这个星期很累 ......... 不止是肉体上的,连精神上都开始有点疲倦了。
星期一到星期四都没有上课 , 因为学校举办排球比赛 , 而自己是工作人员的其中之一。
之前有一点犹豫 ,到底要不要去帮忙的 ... 想到是最后一年了 , 明年要帮都没的帮了。
所以毅然放弃学业 ( =P* ) 决定去看球赛 !!! 毕竟 .... 自己还是不希望以后在中学的回忆只有念书。
已经一年没写scoresheet了 , 有些细节忘记了。但幸好很快就可以上手了 ......
谢谢Referee没有嫌弃我的字体 .... =) 大家都还是好友善。

现在手还是很痛 ... 因为这几天打排球打到好凶 ,哈哈哈哈 !!
星期三那天特别有感触 , 因为面对着都很擅长排球的大家总是没来由地感到自卑。
我很害怕上球场 , 因为总是会拖累我的队友。
柏荣说得没错 , 我是拖衰家。
好恨自己的无能 ...为什么这么笨 ? 什么都做不好 ? 什么都学不好?
当下有了结论 : 球场不是属于我的地方。
好吧 , 我承认我是有点羡慕可欣的 , 她对于球类真的很厉害 , 所以在球场她总是闪耀着。
我想到眼泪都快飙出来了 , 所以马上跑掉了。
哎呀 , 之后柏荣还跟我道歉 , 没事的啦 ... 只是最近好像真的有太多事情发生了 ?
我啊 , 还是对7号情有独钟。哈哈哈 ! 太帅了 !
怎么有人杀球杀到这么夯啊 ?!

不在班的这几天 .... 原以为风平浪静 , 但是还是有一大堆是非乱飘 !!
主角竟然是我 ?! 很生气那个造谣者 , 根本就是唯恐天下不乱的家伙。
我不想理 , 但是那些家伙还是很爱在我面前提起。
他们都是我的朋友 , 其中的还是我很在乎的朋友 , 你要让我连朋友都没有吗 ?
你懂你多自私吗 ? 你以为你有了爱人 , 别人就不用朋友吗 ?

我现在心里只有那个人 , 其他的谁都装不进 , 所以不要再说了。

VIctory

2010-04-24T21:06:00.004+08:00

I waited this Saturday for so long , my neck like giraffe's .
I gonna sit for the Undang test , again .
fyi , I failed the first time , that why I was very nervous .
My friend , especially Weewee and Cacat always encourage me . Thanks =)
I appreciate u all , from now , I know who is the one I should appreciate.
Last night , Weewee , Wei Yew , Milk , Kun Hui , Ai Teng and Cacat text-ed me , it really touch my heart .
and ... I woke up 6am ++ without alarm's help . So freakin' crazy .
I think ...... I was too panicked .... that I couldn't sleep well .
My mum and Emily sista accompany me , they waited me outside .
Lucky number is 007 ... I'm the 7th person . <3>
When I sat in front of the com , My hand was shacking .. !!
and OMG , I passed !!! so HAPPY !! HAHA
Luckily I didn't let him dissapointed on me , HAHA .
but , Kun Hui was not so lucky , he gonna try next time .
It's ok , friend . You can do it !

and .. waited my Vki sis back from her bf's house .

We went to TimeSquare , hunting shoes .
Before that , sista treated me lunch at Vono Pizza .
'm so happy , heeeeeeeeee .
Victory =D

my sista has became more pretty and pretty ....... =)

Ok laaaaa, I admit that I miss him , only a little bit . a little bit only !

Sweet and Cheesy pizza .

Carbonara Linguine .

Hot Mocha .

We started our mission after filled up the stomache .

I love this dress , but didn't buy . =(

She so sexyyyyyy ! HAHA

Recently , something happened . and I don't know what is going on .

Everything will be fine ... right ?

Wei Fong called me just now , hahaha , really a big suprise . =D

My little bb , Leguminous

2010-04-18T14:36:00.003+08:00

So glad that I'm VieVien from Tam's family .

Last 2 week was a busyy week .
Jiaxin , Aiteng and me represented Chong Hwa took part in PNB quiz and Accounting quiz .
Well , we didn't get any prize but we knew each other more .
Before that , I thought Jiaxin was kinda ... bossy or fussy ?
Seems like she's like keep-me-away girl ! But actually , she's cute . =D
and of course Aiteng , she always cute with her little-red-apple face .
Now , I know why Mr.xx attracted by her . * wink * you-know-i-know

Friday was our school annual's Sports' Day .
My mum didn't actually allowed me to take part in running-competition .
she just simply worried about me may faint because lack of oxygen , ha !
So , I was happy to be my friend's supporter , especially Milk and my purple's mate , Keith & Jerry .
Still 100m 's champ was Lee ! 'm so so so gan jiong . heart dump dump dump
and their videos still with me , FB's video upload service is just too slow laaaaaaaaa
I was like melting there , like a milk chocolate . sticky and ewwwww * blek
On the way we back to Chong Hwa , our bus suddenly broke down !
The 1st time I walk on highway , damn dangerous ! phewwwww

and the Saturday was my BIG day ! hehehehe
princess can live happily ever after with her family and friends without prince too ♥

Thanks , everyone . =)

My mum brought Vki and me to Nadayu's exclusive bungalow's showroom .
The bungalow was so-so-so luxury and beautiful .
It has 4 designs : Awan , Bayu , Cahaya and Daun .
Nice to see, nice to dream ONLY laaaaa .

After that , went to IKEA .... as usual .
Since I moved to G2 , I almost spent my every weekend at here .
I hate IKEA , there are always packed and parking full .
It was a hard time when wait for the parking lot .

I love April ! Heehhehe
Yesterday , my sis brought me to Lowyat plaza to get my HTC smart phone .

* peace * 'm lovin it ! my litle bb ^_________^v

fyi , recently I'm so into Leguminous plant => Pea plant

* peace *

17 BD

2010-04-17T18:34:00.002+08:00

我正式踏入17岁 .. 感觉真的好快因为再过4年就可以拿钥匙了。

今年的生日和以往的不一样 , 突然好想办生日会 , 人成长到一个阶段想的事情也不一样了。

很谢谢家人 ... 在准备之前的工作时 , 虽然都很累了但是还是无怨无悔地帮我。

当天的情形有一点乱 .. 很抱歉无法兼顾大家。

我知道有部分的人开始有些无聊了 , 但是我 ... 真的分不了身。

谢谢Suzzane , Amandy & Stanley ，他们是最最最早到的 !

也好，至少我们有机会可以一起聊。好久都没和她们聊天了，之前回乡下和堂姐表姐一直都腻在一起，现在长大了，大家都分道扬镳，各忙各的。

之后是Audrey & bf & Mycus ，我第一次收到花竟然是我表姐送的。

惠，你真的成长变了很多。我好喜欢你现在的形象 !! 真希望我以后也可以和你一样出国 ^^

明明请柬上写的是5点开始，大家都6点多才到。我的心情整个很糟糕

这不是第一次了，每次的生日都是这样，15岁的也是这样。

我的妈咪姑姑姐姐表姐堂姐表弟全部一直安抚我的心情，大家知道我火山爆发会是怎样的样子。

大概4点多的时候 Keith才信息我问我家怎么去，我无言。

6点多，人陆陆续续来齐了。我很狼狈因为一直跑上跑下要去招待人的。

总之 .. 还是要谢谢他们的到来。

可欣 , 慧雯 ,慧珊 ,可佳 ,爱婷

伟龙 ,志勇 ,俊耀 ,祖辉 ,伟耀 ,斯明 ,坤辉

还有，差点忘了，那两个很有义气的 CM =D Howie & Bryan

之后的目标是要成为一个友善的人。希望大家形容我时会说 Amiable girl 。

所以要很努力很努力地笑 ! =D
* my smile always for him

anti - April Fool

2010-04-01T21:00:00.003+08:00

First of all , congrats to people that had fool someone today.
I hate April Fool , seriously . LOL
People do lame jokes , included TANG HUI SHAN .
I guarantee she will be shocked when she saw her full name here .
she text-ed me 12 am something , and told me that she can't attend my birthday bash .
I'm speechless , and decided not to reply her because I was super duper angry
I saw her in school and wanted to confront her ( so serious ? O.O )
She said , April Fool . ........ dude , if you are a guy , I will probably kick you .
she spoiled my mood , luckily I didn't have any test today , so bored in the class .
cacat , weewee skipped school , c meng was alone .
History paper for tomorrow but I was too lazy to start revision .
As Syn said , History test = sleeping time . =)

This Saturday suppose go back to hometown for Cheng Beng
but I'm not going back =D
due to my Friday and Sunday's tuition , thanks God .
and ... next Friday is the last chance that I can join our school's Sports Day .
I had planned to have a birthday bash on the following day.
Invitation cards had been given to my buddies .
Theme of the party , princess and prince .
hmm .. I wonder what should I wear .. ?
anyone gonna wear tuxedo ? or gown ? bridal gown ?
I want a prince ! my only prince ! I want HIM !!!!

OMFG

2010-03-18T23:24:00.003+08:00

现在有点冷 .. 因为11点晚上了又去冲第三次凉 ..
现在有点累 .. 因为11点晚上竟然自己装好了下午从IKEA买回来的橱 ..

这个星期的short break很快又要结束了 .. 每天都很忙碌
我没有时间停下来温习功课 .. 屋子虽然已经住了一个月但是还是很不完整
几乎每一天都去家私店 .. 买这个买那个 ..
今天下午的时候才从IKEA回来买橱买椅子买镜子买茶几 .. aikss
两个女人把这些统统都搬回家 , 还要再合力装好 .. 不精疲力尽是假的 ..
之后还不可以休息 .. 还要去妈咪的店帮忙 .. 9点才回来 ..
冲好凉了过后我又自荐要帮妈咪装她的书橱 .. 满身大汗热到我屁股酱

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊明明要考试了 OMG OMG OMG
我昨天早上补习3个小时 .. 下午有一个 *好人* 讲解了一些我原本很不明白的经济
之后又要赶去补习 .. 另一个2个小时 ..
我在历史节的时候睡着了 !!! 对不起 T^T

*****
想法改变了少许 .. 目标改变了少许 .. 看人的眼光也改变了少许 ..
曾经有人问我一个很有深度的问题 : " 你觉得哪一年你的转变最大 ? "
很清楚是中三的时候 ; 我了解自己所需要的 , 要谢谢某个很重要的人
虽然现在我们连陌生人都称不上 .. 只能怪自己在处理这些事情很不成熟
慧珊说我越来越现实。我自己也发觉了 , 有一点现实到可怕 ..
或许只是以前的我太感情用事了 ..
每一天都在改变所以要好好珍惜每一秒 .. 生命很脆弱 , 下一秒或许你就会消失在这世界上了 ..
以后的路还有很长我每天都在赌下一秒会发生什么事

Unexpected

2010-03-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

人生第一次觉得原来5个小时是这么地久、这么地难过。
从早上8点开始等到下午4点，而且是一个人 !!! OMG
我整个要崩溃了 , 在pejabat等叫名字拿e-driving card的时候
看着来自同一个中心的人一个个都离开了，只剩下我一个
我整个快哭了 .......... =( 一直告诉自己不要哭只想大喊一声 " 妈咪 " !!
这么不独立的我以后要怎样照顾自己阿 .. ? 没有mami可能会死掉吧 ... ?
终于，我鼓起勇气想去柜台那边问一下，就叫到了我的名字了。 phewww ~~
我一转身要出去的时候 , 给我看到一个好像很熟眼都是又不知道是谁的人 ..
在去课室的途中一直在思索，嗯我相信自己的直觉，应该是他吧
传了一封信息确认，果然是!!! 天下真的有这么巧的事情诶
老天爷爷我做梦都没有想过会遇见的人都被我遇见了
为什么我想遇见的人却不让我遇见呢 ?

上课很不专心一直sms , 应该是我2年来sms最多的一天。
下课的时候 , 我们俩终于正式见面了。哈哈哈
总觉得好好笑的见面方法，谁会想到我们认识了这么久，竟然会这样相遇？
缘分是一种很奇怪的....玩意。
他还是很爱搞神秘，成绩也不说一声。=.= 目前为止只知道他2科的成绩。
他竟然在我最不擅长的经济学score到不错的成绩 !! 我对经济真的很没辄 .. 哎
闲聊了一阵，他也该走了。
不知道第一次的见面会不会是最后一次的见面呢 ?
无论如何祝你前途无量几年后的今天或许翻开报纸会看见你西装笔挺地在头版接受访问 =)

休息结束后，我又回到了课室，醒了又睡睡了又醒。
阿欣去edu fair，不知道结果如何呢？
过几天应该会去找George ..
等着ah pek告诉我他的成绩 ..
琪和欣不知道几时才要来我家 ?

生命有太多的变数，把握现在。

Grats

2010-03-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

Spotted ! my cute-bear presented by milk as my 17'ss birthday present

another week of holiday and followed by diagnostic test .

Today went to school but didn't felt like studying ..

after ceremony of CH's Hari Asas , rushed to DK-1 for duty

btw , Ken and me were just a little bit too much there , lol

but I still did something . =)

done the Kerja amal for Moral .. at last .

5a1 , we need your cooperation . I love you all , trust me .

I shout at you all that means I care about all of you .

Gratz to myself ,

8am - 4pm , undang kursus for tommorow . =(

I can't stop thinking him .

shit

2nd of VAIO

2010-03-06T22:47:00.004+08:00

See, how adorable my lappie is , of course my rilak-s too <3>

25 of feb is my dad's birthday , we bought a mocha cheese cake for him !

delicious and so-so good looking cake

a-very-luxurious-lunch this afternoon with my beloved mum .

She hurts her toes and stiched 3 stiches last friday , poor little mum .

btw , she still brought me to Shogun Japanese Buffet lunch @ 1utama

steamboat included , their soup is good

I couldn't resist cheese baked stuffs !!

they were so attractive !

of course , I won't miss fresh oyster with lemon juice .

double s - Sashimi & Sushi

assorted sushi , but fyi that tamago seems like not so fresh

Thai salad - mango , papaya ,beef

red bean mooncake , CUTE !

eye dumplings

there are variety of dim sum for customers too

and I forgot to take the picture of desserts !

btw , I'm still full now . ewwww

We were busy 'posing' for Kerja Amal

see that VonVon , so kacau !

A short update after CNY

2010-03-05T22:45:00.004+08:00

Well, it really seems a long time I didn't update my blog
and I don't even the last time I visited my only home .
as everyone know , I moved to a new house , still the same garden but different street .
I need some time to build up my new territory .
School's life is as tough as usual , time never slow down to wait me .
a new VAIO laptop for me , I used my own money , sob .
$$$ flew away , my dad felt so guilty because he knew I bought it by using my own money .
therefore , now he's trying to pay me back the money .

I love my lappie so much ! stylish and elegant , suits me a lot , hahahaha !

Last Friday , a gathering with very-effin-long-time-no-chat friends

still have a great time with all of them , and I still waiting photo from our ex-monitor

Although we didn't talk to each other around 5-6 years , we still can talk a lot of nonsense !

especially some of 'THEM' , we study in the same school , same form ,

we bumped into each other sometimes , but we NEVER say HELLO and BYE-BYE .

too bad we don't even a hi-bye friend , just felt a little bit upset .

I thought they forgot who am I , and the school we went before .

but , they didn't .

0h , it's time to play the mini game ! ciao ~

bear-and-bear

2010-01-29T22:19:00.003+08:00

我已经不知道多久没有好好地坐在电脑面前写部落格了..
每天都有数不完的功课堆在桌上..
生活除了上学,补习,功课就是睡觉了.. 很累
但是没有办法,大家都在苦撑着 =(

我和miss M的桌子,我们很over地特地去买礼物纸来包

( 图片摘自http://expirymilk.blogspot.com/)

Monday
E and M had a date after school and sport's practise
heheee , taxi to there cost us RM8.90

很兴奋, 因为我们俩太久没有出来闹了 !!
冲去Sun Moulin , both of us were starving . * _ *
在咖啡宾hi-tea , 我点White Chocolate Ice Blended ; M's Chocolate Ice Blended
M = Starbucks' gang ; E = Coffee bean's gang
another slice of Chicago Cheesecake after coffee =>
到处走走 , then 那个臭 M 做了让我超级无敌感动的事 !
她当场将我很想要的那个Bear买下来给我 , omfg omfg omfg
早到了三个月的生日礼物 , thanks so much , dear M .
spot 那个戴皇冠的 , from M .

嗯 , 去Kinokuniya研究食谱度过了下午 =D
maksss ,

M and E bff !

fight-nor-fight

2010-01-17T11:44:00.002+08:00

现在每天都很忙碌
放学做功课接着就是补习回到家继续未完成的功课然后就是睡觉
清晨响起的闹钟令我完全不想起床睁开眼的那刻总是想叹一口气
但是叹气也没用日子还是得过所以硬是爬起床了

年头最讨厌的就是有田径练习活动 , 前几天每组进行例行会议
紫组理所当然地由Cacat Lee当选 , 老师统统都提名他
当然咯, 连N届的最佳男运动员 . shhh .. 要小声一点 , 不然他每次都会爽到飞上天
之后,是副主席 ........ 紫组的负责老师, Mr.Shukri 竟然提名我?!
我 ... 想吐血 =.= 因为好多东西要做 , 而我最讨厌就是做东西了
紫组的士气很弱阿 !! 我在那边好像白痴一样自言自语
Who is the best ?!
紫组 is the best !
紫组胜 ! 紫组胜 ! 紫组胜!胜!胜 !

有些时候虽然表面上看起来很平静但是事实并不如此
妈妈的苦心我看得到
我这几天令她很担心 ... 因为情绪管理得很不好
我会突然间很悲伤很低落 , 明明前一秒就很开心地大笑的
我也不知道自己怎么了 .. 我会努力克服的 ...
制作Class Vision花了我一整个周末 , 接下来的考试我完全没有心准备

Fine , 考不到好的成绩不会死。
SPM没有straight A不会死的。 =)

btw , x.o.x.o Gossip Girl rocks !

Fragile

2010-01-10T14:51:00.001+08:00

昨晚完全崩溃 ... 。
我需要时间来让自己振作 ...

A-very-late post

2010-01-09T22:38:00.006+08:00

Buddies , this year is gonna be a tough year for all of us .
这个礼拜过得非常的忙碌 , 忙着放学后的补习班、功课 , 所以能写部落格的时间会很少。
我现在可以感觉到不止钱不够用 , 其实时间也真的是很不够用。
课业明显地要开始追了 , 大家假期的时间都去补习 , 除了我。
开始感到有一点沉重 ..... 心里开始不安了。
好不容易 , 终于到了周末。整个星期 , 我们都在讨论星期六的活动。
因为下星期四是Lim Wee Wee 和 Cacat Lee的生日 , 所以打算提早庆祝。
原本有10个人到最后只有7个人出席 , 过分。

peace-to-ribbon

因为迟出门的关系 , 所以时间有点赶。

原定计划是在T.G.I Friday 用餐但是有function进行 , 地方都满了

Next destination : Tony Roma's Restaurant

C Yew一直呱呱叫因为他的钱包大出血 !! 哈哈哈哈

谁管你哦 ? 我们大家都很会享受 =)

Keith狂自拍我们无言 ...。

Birthday Boys
( somebody always reminded me his photo = = )

me and the boy

opppsss , I forgot to take photo with Jerry =<

All of us dismissed around 3pm , luckily my mum and sis came met me

we continued shopping =D

谢谢妈咪 , 谢谢大姐 , 谢谢爸比

New year

2010-01-04T16:15:00.003+08:00

I was like wanna screaming ! It's 2010 !!
and I'm a Form 5 students , senior in school ( please neglected form 6 students )
and gonna sit for SPM this year end .
Still haven't well prepared yet and I'm totally in holiday mood .

First day of school was bored , assembly wasted my 2 hour sitting at activity center
and good news for me , I didn't chose as assistant monitor
my moral teacher asked me why I don't want to be monitor this year ,
I told her , I need to rest . hehe and I'm retired .
felt so relax and free in class now , I can always gosip and fool with classmates .

This year is gotta be a tough year for me ,
I had to rearrange my tuition time and coordinate with my mum's business time
bad news that I can't tuition with my sweet heart , so lonely .

Not really in mood to blog and take pictures
aikss , tired and exhausted .

Christmas Day

2009-12-25T22:30:00.011+08:00

HOHOHO Merry Christmas !! 圣诞节快乐 *^^*
所以趁热闹 , 妈咪约了小姨还有Joey一起去Pavilion Hi-tea
我们在Car park里面绕了40分钟才找到车位, 差一点就要放弃回家了
原本我们以为可以早一点到 , 怎知道进到Pavilion时已经快三点了
在Café Stelle by Raffles喝茶当一天的名媛 =P

photograph by Emily

teehee
我最讨厌的Emily
我真的很讨厌她的哈哈哈
你问她 "你和你妹妹的感情很好horr ?"
她一定讲 , "谁跟她好噢 ? 我很讨厌她的 "XD

my Earl Grey Tea , 好喜欢那种scent <3

这张整个超猪的哈哈哈哈哈
我姐姐一直要帮我拍可是那个卷着糖的棒真的很漂亮 ^^

Our Dolci came first ( Dolci = Dessert )
Café Stelle’s Tiramisu

Sandwiches with Smoked Salmon & Smoked Chicken filling

Joey's Sandwich with Green Salad

MAMA's Cappucino

很cute的方块糖 !! L 最喜欢吃的 !!
莫名地很兴奋 !! ^o^

wooo ~

阿姨's Hot chocolate

Pollo Salsiccia
其实是mini cheese sausage and puree of potatoes
虽然是很好吃但是又贵又小份 DUT = =

等了好久的3 -tier

Chocolate Rice Cracker吃到我好狼狈噢 =O=

阿姨 & Joey
with their food

After that , separated for shopping .
went home around 6pm and waited for dinner time

Us

Emily joined us

Dad decided to bring us to Marciano for steaks

Where is Vikki ?
here she is

Layer Nachos

Salad Wrapped

Aunt's combo set

my dad purposely arranged again for me to take photo
hahaha

R.I.B eye steak

OMG !! She can stand the smell of cherry
and I really can't endure it

Strawberry pudding with Vanilla Ice Cream

Well , Christmas day ended perfectly

I still had a great time with my family and I really do enjoy it .

Milk + Elise = M.E

2009-12-22T16:14:00.007+08:00

yeapp , I watched Avatar last Thursday with my dearest and lovely mummy

I booked the tickets before the day , never thought that it works

because AVATAR suppose to be the latest and hotest movie in town

and it should be FULLY BOOKED . HA

AVATAR released officially on that day , and our tickets cost RM13 each

excluded RM1 , the extra charge for reservation .
Since I wanted to watch it very much , my mum brought me there .

She leave her studio before the class end , and passed the key to someone to lock the door

Thankiew , mummy . YOU ARE THE BEST !!

Leisure look , and now 'm waiting mum trying her PUMA suits
Lately , I felt myself really indulge in wearing leggings ,

it makes me felt comfortable & had the sense of security

I look so pale and sick without any reason
can you see my dark eye circle ? * shock =O

Before went to cinema , a trip to The Loaf to buy some bread
* yum yum *

after movie ,rushed back home because mum need to prepare for her next class .

Friday was a public holiday , so mum and I went to IKEA to search some nice furniture

btw , IKEA 's matress quality wasn't good , luckily we ordered our bed at MIVA

I think it should send to our house this weekend if everything follows the schedule .

Should learn to save money now , don't even buy everything you want

but buy something you NEED !

Actually mummy wanted to stay at home since we hang out quite frequent this few days

but since she need to collect her lingeries at Blush! that she reserved yesterday at the Curve's outlet ,

furthermore I wanted so much to buy a boots .

Therefore , she forced to go out with me , again .

My sister, Emily joined us last minute because her date's cancelled .

Too bad , who do you think we are ? spare tyre ?

We walked to Starhill from Sungei Wang .

Starhill's atmosphere was so different from Sungei Wang , even better .

The live band's singer was singing " Wonderful Tonight " , nice voice

Camwhore in Blush's fitting room

apparently , my face become rounder and rounder .
Double-chin is on-the-way to visit me !! arghh

captured by Ms. Emily

I like this photo , my hair looks wavy

Soon , we wanted to leave Starhill and guess what ?

It was raining cat and dog and the passageway was flooded .

my sis and I didn't care that much , both of us shared an umbrella and just walked to Sg.Wang

felt so sorry about my mum . I think that was the first time for her in an extremely awkward situation .

Luckily , she didn't showed face or scold us . * phewww ~

My long pants , shoes , hair and clothes were totally wet ! so cold ....

I got my new pair of boots before we had our coffee break to warm up our body .

My sister paid the bill .

Triple Decker Cheese Cake and a LARGE Caramel Latte

I'm indulged in Caffeine , just like follow her footsteps . Oh my god

Shopped around before went back to get my sweet heart's present

at last got something , I knew it's not something expensive

but it's something that represent my wishes to her .

Tuesday , = today .

Finally , I got the chance and pleasure to meet the busy girl .

we had our lunch at T.G.I. Fridays @ Wangsa Walk Mall

guys , I kindly suggest that don't even go Wangsa Walk's TGI

it is worst and it is the second time I went there .

Their services are lousy and their foods are terrible .

Syn's order , Chicken Finger BLT

and

Cajun-Fried Chicken Salad

Can you all see the chicken was nearly got burnt ?

the colour was darker if compared with Pavilion's chicken .

The waiter who served us was not conspicuous enough

he forgot to serve us the honey mustard dressing .

Thanks god I noticed that .

I guess he is new staff and still not so familiar with the operation

Our Brownie Obsession

I was curious that why the brownie's portion was smaller than other's outlet harr ?

Milk and I chatted a lots , about ambition , cosmetics , school life and holiday life

felt so warm when saw her .

Hate the school re-opening but glad that we are still in the same class .

She baked biscuits to sell , and these are samples . =)

and homemade sweet dumpling , colorful and cute !

thanks my dear . <3>

I woke up this morning and my leg's muscle pain like hell

I walked like an ah-ma the whole day , can't even squat down to take something

and I forgot to bring her present to her . such a forgetful people I am !

Last but not least , before end my post , something to say :

Dear MILK OI ,
I miss you so much !!

No wonder

2009-12-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

现在 .............. 假期快接近尾声了
也就是代表我的阿darling的生日快到了 !!!
惨liawwww 我还不知道要买什么礼物给她 OMG OMG

还有我现在严重性地非常缺钱用 ... 欠人满身债 ......... =(
阿弥陀佛希望2010是好的一年。谢谢

我还有一大堆事情还没做 , how ?!

btw I watched AVATAR yesterday
it's AMAZING ! and I really like to watch again =)

Bored

2009-12-10T14:44:00.004+08:00

It supposed to be last Saturday's post , due to my laziness , I postponed ! HA
My sis , mum and me went to the Curve before we arrived 1U
1U parking was fulled ! * any special occasion ? *

Firstly , the most important thing was satisfied our tummy
T.G.I. F again , since my sis wanted to eat BURGER !
Well , a T.G.I.F.-must for us
BBQ Chicken Salad
My mum and I do prefer Pavilion's T.G.I. , we even complaint them our Jack cheese is lost !

Teehee , they get a new one for us * wink *

Jack Daniel's Burger

Cedar Seared Salmon Pasta

Brownie Obsession
Perfect ending for our lunch
metled Ice-cream combined well with hot brownie

After that , shopped at Popular !
we spent a lot , man ! RM400 ++
don't worry mum , child who read books never do bad things ^^

and I bought this !! HAHAHA
Twilight's Journal

We arrived 1U around 4 or 5 pm (?) hmm.. not sure at all
but we shopped until quite late , until my mum fed up
well , her shoes doesn't went well with her , somemore she had another round with my dad
a .. la ~

Nothing to blog at all . aiks

Struggling

2009-12-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

我其实有很多话想说 , 但是登陆部落格 , 却什么也打不出。
近来 , 我和很久很久没联络的老朋友又重新联络了
我们那晚聊了1个小时25分钟 , 哈! 我们 .. 都很怀念从前。
虽然已经有快2年没联络但是幸好还没有很生疏 , 并不会尴尬。
我真的很希望他能好好振作 , 那个充满霸气的你呢 ?

这两天都是哭着流泪睡着的 ... 有些事闷在心里 , 找不到人倾诉 , 其实是不知如何开口。
加上看了两部由可爱淘小说所改编的韩国电影 ───《狼的诱惑》&《七音符》。
我看一次就狠狠地哭一次 , 隔天起床眼睛整个肿到不行 , 心情很郁闷。

《狼的诱惑》是讲述弟弟爱上了姐姐的故事。虽然姐姐有男朋友但还是放不下弟弟 , 所以开始三角恋。弟弟最后选择默默推出 , 因为他和姐姐根本不可能有结果。最后.. 还去世了。我整个是狂哭的 , 明明看过小说知道结局 , 还是哭。
虽然知道弟弟是不可以爱上了姐姐的 , 但还是很喜欢弟弟的善良 , 虽然每每在他可以去打扰姐姐与男朋友的恋情会很气愤啦 .. 但是还是很心疼这个悲剧人物───可爱善良却又很调皮的。现在还有这么认真对待感情的人吗？能被真心对待是件很幸福的事。

弟弟与姐姐的第一次相遇。

其实《七音符》的意思也就是Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti , 故事环绕着3个年轻人。恩奎和在元成了邻居, 慢慢开始熟络起来。但在元发现, 恩奎的好朋友竟是当年她的知心朋友──西苑。两人因为某些事情而从此反目... 但西苑却仍渴望能重新和在元和好,并以死威胁她要她留在他身边。在元为了弥补当年的事,忍痛和恩奎分手 ......

能这样静静躺着 , 感觉真的很好。

夜晚 , 坐在床上 ... 听着mp4 , 就这样发呆到入眠已经成了习惯
伴随着的泪水是一种很好的安眠药却也是很可怕的尼古丁。
它是一种会让人上瘾的毒品 , 让你不能自拔。
好好地宣泄一切的心情 , 好好地过每一天。

我将自己关闭在自己的空间里 , 除了补习之外。
根本不想和别人接触 , 但是 .... 欣 , 我很想念你。
一起上学的那种安心的感觉让我很怀念。

其实这个假期最应该做的是要好好替自己充电。
我必须重新学习 , 与别人相处的方法。
还有 , 我的IQ和EQ根本不成正比。
我并不是说我的IQ很高 , 但是我可以很肯定地说 , 我的EQ肯定不高。
夜晚躲在被窝里好好地沉淀自己 , 反省今天所做的每一件事 , 是我将来要养成的习惯。

2010年的到来令我感到恐惧 , 害怕长大得面对的一切切 ───
以后没有人可以让你依赖可以让你撒娇 , 你要靠的是自己的实力还有一双手。
没有人会帮助你 , 那种所谓的“朋友”就是在有需要时跟你说一声“哈咯”的人
却在你真正遇到瓶颈或困难时,站在彼岸独善其身冷笑得人。

我想停下来 , 但是这是不可能的事。
我不能像马拉松一样喘气了跑不动了就停下来休息；
也不能像接力赛一样在某个站有人可以替你跑下去。
我还有很长的路要走 , 还有很多的3.2km等着我。

Twilight Saga : New Moon

2009-11-27T22:13:00.003+08:00

OH YEAH ! I watched Twilight Saga : New Moon today , with my mum
thanks for her accompany , I felt so good because we got same topic
and luckily I booked ticket 2 days ago .
Ticket for 2:15pm , 2:40pm and 5pm was selling fast when I was queueing to collect tickets .

After collecting tickets , we decided to have lunch at T.G.I Friday
We're starving .

Mum's Pineapple Sunshine
say NO to alcohol !

My Snicker's Treat ,
but it's not really my cup of tea

Chicken and Shrimp Diablo

Cajun Fried Chicken Salad
OMG ! the Fried Chicken was awesome ! soft but cripsy
best fried chicken ever !
I asked my mum , " Cajun and KFC , which one you prefer ? "
mum said , " don't compare KFC with Cajun "
hahahahaha , CUTE !

We nearly got late just because some stupid fellows who don't know how to buy popcorn !
grrr , wasted my time ! we were so angry , my mum asked me do I really need to have popcorn ? I insisted .

One thing I need to say , the movie is AMAZING !

Edward was so attractive , handsome
I love his body , hahahah

He wanted to leave Bella and lied her that she is not good enough for him
oh , I was tearing when I read this part * I meant novel *

Bella saved Edward's life
He wanted to suicide when he thought Bella was dead

so glad that she didn't kiss Jacob
Bella is belongs to Edward =P

Did anyone noticed about Jasper ?
He is one of my favourite character in Twilight Saga
He can control other's feeling

Honestly , I don't like Jacobs although he is a good one
I like vampires , teehee
I remember one of the dialogue , not really sure but the meaning is there
quote " I love Jacobs , but I can't live without Edward "

so romantic ~~~ omg omg
so look forward to Eclipse and Breaking dawn !!!

Cherish theMemory

2009-11-26T14:39:00.003+08:00

偶尔回味过去是一种享受 , 可以思考从以前到现在自己究竟成长了多少
但是一昧地沉浸在过去只会让你裹足不前 , 什么事情都做不了

首先 , 祝贺我曾经敬爱的学长大大 , 生日快乐 =)

昨天和慧珊在 KLCC @ Dessert's Bar吃午餐
食物只是 so so , 最令我失望的是 Chocolate Brownies =(
她是我其中一位老朋友 , 我们每年只有一天可以真正坐下来聊天
聊最近发生在周遭的事情还有她的私生活 ........
提起许多好久都没听到的人名 ... 但是却又是曾经非常非常在乎的人。
所以晚上我心血来潮地从布满蜘蛛网的橱上将几年前的日记取下
真的非常令人怀念 ─── 以前真的好幼稚 , 但这就是证明我成长了的证据。
刚上中一的时候, 真的很爱泡网 , 当蜘蛛人也在所不惜 ( 即天天挂在网上 )
现在 ... 我好想念那些陪我度过那些日子的人。
Maple里有子靖哥, Carrot哥, 俊佑, Fenova etc.
那段日子好快乐 ... 什么都不用烦 , 只需要做的是努力Up Level
我跟Fenova还要好到有一段日子在互相通信 , 他是新加坡人诶 !! =>
在MSN也过得很精彩 .... 时常上网到凌晨5点却还不舍得关 ...
有一个我曾经很珍惜很在乎的人 , 天尊
哈哈 !! 现在我不懂他在哪里了 , 在做什么呢 ? 好怀念他粗鲁但是其实很温柔的说话方法

"爱我85%就好了。" ──
"剩下的15%呢? 分给别人 ? " ──
"听我说就对了。" ──

"你知道我快死了的时候,想着什么吗?" ──
"不知道..." ──
"如果我死了,那我和你的感情算什么? "

"你会爱我到永远吗 ? " ──
"嗯..但是,你呢这么花心 " ──
"我不能保证我会爱你到永远,但是我会爱你至到我忘了呼吸" ──

如果那段恋情伤得你最深, 那么它一定曾经带给你很多快乐。

光是这些对白就让我的心紧揪在一起,紧紧地扣住我的心弦。
我觉得我以前比较有文采诶 , 现在说话都很没有内涵 , 糟糕!! (汗颜)

人一旦长大了 , 什么都变了。
但愿那些我曾经很在乎的人和我一直都很珍惜的人在世界的某个角落依然并永远安康。

movie

2009-11-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

Holiday started .. officially
hmm .. SPM is on the way , hope every candidate tried their best
and .. i'm the one who gonna torture by SPM when other ppl are relaxing

I watched 2012 last night , with my sis , Vikki and her colleague
touched my heart , but the special effect is a little bit too exaggerate

I want to watch NEW MOON !! argghhhh , wait for so long

somemore AVATAR , it trailer attracted me =)

suddenly so miss him .. aikss

didn't saw him about 1 month !!

贱

2009-11-16T09:00:00.004+08:00

昨天 ........ 原本是很好的日子
下午我和二姐陪妈咪去Lorenzo看家私
看中了一套沙发组 , 但是价钱有点贵 ... 19,000 ++
所以就打电话给爸爸让他过来看 , 但是他人在Damansara

唉.. 不好的事情就这样发生了 , 他把他的罗俚停在对面的油站
他妈的 !! 有两个马来仔在那边爆他的车镜
FU*K OFF !! 那时跑出去时已经来不及了 , 因为车镜爆了
那两个马来猪驾摩托走掉了 , 但是起码没有被偷东西 ..
当时很愤怒真的是很生气 !!
那些猪真的胆大包天在烈日当空并且人来人往的油站偷东西 ?!
死八公 !! 他妈的 !! 我真的是生气到我想拿一把刀刺死他们 =.=

之后看家私的雅兴也没有了 , 妈妈回家准备晚上的dinner , 爸爸也去工作了 ..
我和二姐继续去金河 , HA 我们在车上不知道诅咒了他们多少万次
坏心眼的希望他们一定有报应 !! 真的是很愤怒 .............

但是事情都已经发生了 ,于事无补了
只是要提醒大家 , 现在真的很危险 !! 大家要时时刻刻都保持警觉心
不希望身边的人再遭遇什么不幸了 ..... 哎
记得要时时刻刻警惕自己 , 好吗 ?

到了金河先去挚爱 Kim Gary 填饱肚子 =D
我们俩各自order芝士饭真的很不要命 ,结果吃到胀死了 =X
但是...芝士饭真的很美味し !!
吃饱后就开始逛街 ~~
我极度地破产了 .... 明明宣布了不要再买东西了但是还是买了一双鞋子
我很喜欢 ^^

昨天逛街整个很纳闷连我二姐都发觉了
她讲我有病了 = = 我是名副其实的购物狂
我很了解我自己, 花钱好像流水酱尤其是跟我妈咪出去的时候
要学会节制 ....... 阿没得买东西真的很痛苦 !!

大概8点多就回了 , 虽然我放假但是二姐还是有做工
她要买Starbucks的Tumbler给我 , for Christmas present owwhhh ~~
其实我很不好意思 ... 因为我还欠她今年的生日礼物 , 但是她说没关系
还是亲人最重要 .... 感慨阿 ...

看 , 我最可爱的小熊家族 !! 我的孩子们 XD
中间那只是可欣替我买的 ~~ ^^
今天下午接到可欣的电话,她又帮我aim到bear bear了
但是...我真的很没有钱了 =( 谢谢阿欣啊 !!
我妈咪还笑说 , 阿欣每天都在帮我寻找Rilakkuma bear bear ( 笑 )
谢谢你 ~~ <3

上个星期四去Gleneagle看Skin Specialist
这三瓶药花了三百多块 .... 心痛 =( 没办法
谁叫我的手指已经是大毛病了 , 现在连拇指印都没有
根本不能出国哎

而且当天还放了Milk鸽子 sorry ...都是truffles惹得祸 >""<
下次我们去吃Chocolate大餐 !!
完蛋 .. 已经没钱已经想着如何花钱了 ... 天阿
我还倒欠二姐五十块诶 = =

she MOVED

2009-11-12T14:21:00.003+08:00

I changed my blog's link
the previous one is a bit too long , prefer the latest one =)
so thanks for relink me ~~
muacksss

http://la-elise.blogspot.com

btw , cancelled my date with milk
went to Gleneagle just now
lunch at Great Eastern mall with mummy just now
stupid italy chocolate ruin my day

blog later

=)

so look forward to HOLIDAY !!

shopping is prohibited NOW

2009-11-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

finally ......... left 1 subject
'm not going to school tomorrow and the following day
tomorrow need to see skin specialist
thursday is another day out with my sweetheart
anyone want to date me during holiday ? =)

awww , I felt so tired and ... still felt stress
time passed so fast like a rocket , I have to sit for SPM for next year
but what I can't stop thinking about the past
I have to grow up , can't stop it .
future ... is like no more far away from me
and I'm still thinking what I have to do and what I need to do ?
Although test papers still with my teachers , but I can predict my results
I did badly in this exam . not well prepared , felt sorry to my mummy ....
I study because of my mum , my family .
This is the only things I can do , but I ........

I promised myself , I must appreciate everything they gave me
and I will repay everything in one day .
I'm officially broke now , as my mum .
I list down the expenses , and I was shocked .
How come I can spent that much without any income ?!
you all really can't imagine ..... unlimited of debt !

NO MORE SHOPPING FOR ME !

shopaholic

2009-10-31T23:31:00.003+08:00

ah..HA ! still 2 more week to go .. can't stand for just studying in house like that
so decided to have a movie with my dearest mum =)
dressed up to Pavilion , and queue to buy our tickets before lunch
The only time for Cloudy with a Chance of Meatball is 2:45pm
therefore , we had a quick lunch at Kopitiam , and bought my favourite popcorn * smile *
before we entered the theater .
There are some stall selling MJ's T shirt , and it costs about 79.9 per piece
so expensive .................... OMG

the meatball movie is quite interesting , and touching
Flint losed himself when everyone accepted him since they always look Flint like one kind
can you imagine that , one day burger just drop down from the sky ?
and you can swim in the Jell-O , it's COOL !

another eating session ........... I'm sure that I gonna put on weight within a day
but , who cares ? who can resist good food when they are in front of you
and telling you " eat me , babeh " hahahaha
I love T.G.I. Fridays , since they have good service and serve nice food

We ordered Loaded Potato Skin as our appetizer
cheese , cheese and cheessyyyyy !

Mango-Berry Margarita for her
she is an alcoholic-lover

BBQ Chicken Salad , vegieee to avoid constipation * ewwwww *

OH NO ! can you see that ice cream is melting ?!
hmmm , there is no more Double Chocolate Brownie
and this ......... Brownie Obsess replaced it !
you girls must have a try ! their chocolate is amazing !

after a hearty meal , need to do some walk for digesting
actually I want to go Forever 21 , but we attracted by Eclipse's advertisement
the promoter aimed my mum , kept persuaded my mum to buy their clothes
everyone stared at mummy when she wore the purple suit ,
of course , she looks elegant and glamorous when in purple
that promoter even thought I'm her sister ......... grrrr

promoter : she is your sister?

mummy : my youngest

promoter : youngest sister ?

mummy : no , she is my youngest daughter
promoter : wow , is it ? ( look at me ) your mum's HOT !

sweat .. This is not the first time people say so , hahaha
after that , shopped around .. Cotton On for my scarf and indoor slippers
scarf used for sleeping at school , learn from my sweet heart =P
La Senza did promotion ! buy 2 get 1 free ! you can save another rm78
so what are you waiting for ? go and get a new bra ! =D

went back around 8o'clock , felt satisfied but guilty
I spent my mum's money again ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

friend ?

2009-10-25T18:00:00.003+08:00

Exam started yesterday again ! never gonna end
but this is the last exam for form 4 only . aiksss
we born just for exam ?

I done nothing at home yesterday , sleeping & day dreaming
felt so bored and no mood to touch my books
bm for monday ... another sleeping time ! teehee *

woke up pretty early , I thought my mum gonna brought me for breakfast
but none at all ! aet soft candies for breakfast , so so so angry
my sis knew that , I show my bad temper to them , sorry
at first , 3 of us going to have our ' brunch '
suddenly , emily told us , her bf gonna join us
WTH , fed up to wait for anyone !
then , vikki brought me out , went to cold storage @ wangsa walk
for some junk foods , my favourite
after that , went to ampang to find good foods
stopped at a korean restaurant , I forgot the restaurant's name

both of us felt so strange when entered the restaurant
seems like we are in Korea not M'sia

waiter & waitress are pure korean , I think .
included the customer , We are the only local M'sian !

btw , here come our food
Kim Chi Jeon ( pancake with kim chi )
RM30

This is one of my favourite dishes

Dol sot bi bim bap with side dishes
whole set cost RM15

Vikki with the RM4 coke

while we were enjoying our food ,
Vikki stared at the wall and said that , there is a cockroach !
ewwwwwww , we called the waiter and he killed it by using tissue & hands
poor cockroach , LOL

we get special 10% discount bcos of that cockroach
should thanks that cockroach , right ?
the environment and decoration are quite cosy if we neglected that cockroach ...

finally I figured out that , I don't have friends .
I mean , friends . milk is my sweet heart , another categories . =)
hard to get on with others ... so helpless .
done something for you all but never appreciate

I should ask stranger firstly before we get close with each other

" do you need a friend like me ? "

My baby , love

2009-10-18T20:21:00.003+08:00

16 Oct 2009

表姐倪倪摆喜酒的日子 , 终于舍得嫁出去啦 ~~~!!!
其实两人之前就注册了三年半后 ... 只是表姐一直不要出嫁 , 哈哈

穿红色礼服的表姐真的很漂亮 .... 很幸福的感觉诶
害我真的好想结婚噢 !!! >< 我和惠惠的合照 , 好久都没像今天一样聊得这么多了
我们约好了,我考完试后一起去逛街 =D

我的艾蜜莉 , 她的双眼皮很漂亮 !!

等了真的很久很久 ... 才上菜了。
明明请柬上写着的是七时入席 , 但是接近九点才上菜
这种就是华人的传统 , 迟到。 (恨)

我妈超high的 , 拿着红酒到处灌人家 , 哈哈哈
还有我爸 , 超风骚的 ( 汗颜 ) 肯定是喝醉了喝醉了 ...
哎哟 , 大概十一点多才回家 , 累叹了啦 ........

17 Oct 2009

早上和妈咪去吃Desa Setapak吃早餐
阿 , 怎么这里没有台湾的蛋饼买呢 ? T^T
吃饱了后 , 去bread history外带蛋糕 , 面包是没有啥吸引人的啦
阿欣与我对Lavender情有独钟 ~~
而且我觉得阿 , 老友鬼鬼的豆腐花比起豆奶王的豆腐花好吃多了 !

下午 , 我约可佳去KLCC , 超难联络她的 , 都快放弃了 ,她才回电。
准备好后 ,就出门了。她又迟到了, 害我等得快抓狂了 , 我从来不是一个有耐性的人.
先去Kinokuniya ,接着就去走走吃东西了 .
我又买了个包包 , 那一百块还是我出门前跟我妈咪借的呢 , 哈哈哈
我真的是完蛋了 , 这个月超手紧 , OK , 现在开始不要再买了 !!
我们逛到傍晚就回家了 , 因为迟点我还要上云顶。
很可惜的是 ...... 我没有遇到黑框阿 ( 泣 )

爸爸又迟到了 , 7点才回到家 .
去Awana check-in 又折腾了一番才得到房间 .
先去填饱肚子 , 大家都饿坏了 .

那时我在吃栗子 , 我爸爸也在吃
吃到最后一个的时候 , 纸袋里面是空的 , 但是我爸爸还去里面拿
哈哈哈哈哈 ! 我就讲 " 你拿啦拿啦 ~~ " , 他意识到里面是空了得后竟然推我的头 T^T
我就大大声讲 "十年后, 你等着收我的律师信啦!!" 哈哈哈哈哈
姐姐讲 , 周围的人都在看着我们 .. =.=

得来不易的房间 , 第一次住两楼的resort .

CUTE !!

18 Oct 2009

翌日 , check-out后 , 用免费的skyway boarding pass 上云顶
省却了找车位的麻烦 , yeah yeah !! ^^v

爸爸 & 妈咪

还有我大姐 ~~

我和贝比小弥 =)
他很幸福噢 , 去过很多地方了 , 哈哈哈
上次我陪我妈咪去mico saloon , hair stylist nicole 疑惑地看着我的书包
因为里面塞了我的贝比 !! XD

在云顶吃东西真的是要人命 ,
肉骨茶(单) +黄酒鸡(单) + 猪脚醋(单) +2碗饭 = RM94 ++
超可怕的 ~~!!
爸爸 , 下次我带你去你未来女婿那边吃东坡肉 ~~ !! XD
注 : 未来女婿 =黑框
我的妈咪和姐姐都要吐了 =X

过后 , 去Coffee Bean打包必点的Caramel Ice Blended &
Chocolate Fudge Cake
不好吃 , 一点都不moist .

Kenny Roger的服务超糟糕的 , 都是马来人 , 慢到一个地步
虽然说人手不足, 但是我明明看到还有人得空到在那里聊天
而且我order的Wholemeal Burger Set明明有附上例汤的
但是到我结帐的那一刻都没有送来 , 要不是我提醒他肯定被吃掉了 !!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
逛了一阵后就下山回去了 .
爸爸又去Gohtong Jaya吃Laksa
我们连续两天都在同一个地方吃东西 , 哈哈哈
那里的waiter肯定认得我们了 !! XD

妈咪说这个是最不好吃的Cendol

芋头糕的颜色很漂亮 ^^ 可是 ....... 我讨厌吃芋头。

这三天行程排得满满的 , 完全没有时间温习功课
这次的年终考 , 我完了。

听二姐说 , 明天可能带我去吃Saisaki Buffet
35 % discount ?!

He caught my eyes * HA

2009-10-15T16:05:00.004+08:00

目前为止 , 他是最能让我心动的人
虽然从来不曾和他说话 , 但是面对他就会很害羞 , 哈哈哈 !!

视线对上的那一刻 , 连呼吸都忘了 .

他曾经是我一段时间的精神食粮
不管多么撑不下去 , 只要无意中遇到他就充电完成了
今天 , 又见到他了 . 比以往更加 .... 令人着迷 。
肯定是中了他的毒 , 没得救了 !!
时间是唯一的血清 , 但是份量要多少 , 谁知道 ?
当初那种感觉好似又回来了 , 满脑子都是他 ...
──── 一个连名字都不知道的人 .

我是真的真的超级迷恋他 !! ♥

他 , 是我那遥不可及的梦 .

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never-Importunity

2009-10-11T10:21:00.004+08:00

yesterday supposed hang out with my dearest milk ,
but something happened .. at the midnight
she sms me and told me cancelled our date
too bad ..and I was thinking that should I just go out alone or just stay at home ?
my mum and sister were going their friend's house warming
but I don't want to go ...
then I sms shan , see whether she's free to accompany me
unfortunately , she need to stay at home to do revision =(
nvm .. I can go alone and I think I need some peacefulness

I saw BLACK-FRAMED GUY ,he's still so charm and smart
I bought some snacks at Isetan before walked to Pavilion

and had my lunch at Coffee Bean , Pavilion
Caramel Ice Blended with whipped cream with Chicago Cheesecake
a little bit too much for person to finish it all
but I done it =D

after my hearty lunch , started shop
it's not the first time I did shopping alone
but it's really a new experience I shopped in Pavilion

went to one of my favourite boutique , Forever 21
and I bought a top and a skirts , spent me 4 pieces of RM50
then walking around ... Mr.Weewee sms me
he just finished his tuition and went to his friend's salon

FINE , I never thought that he really came ! HUH !
before that , I called my mum , and told her I'm alone
LOL , of course I didn't told her everything
she was stunt and I offered her to join me after her house warming-trip

and I accompanied Weewee to have his lunch (?)
that time was around 5:30pm I think ...
we chit-chat a lot , then he went to Sungei Wang after my mum and sister met us
another shopping session with mummy !
we visited many branded shops , Versace , Gucci , etc .

my mum wanted to buy handbags so we headed to next station , KLCC .
but autumn's collection not really attracts my mum
so ended up without buy anything

another coffee session with family before went back
Coffee Bean again

其实这次一个人出去 , 那种平静是前所未有的,一个人逛街不再是那么地寂寞
反而很自在 , 当喜欢某间店我可以在里头待上几个小时也不用怕另一个人无聊
而且 , 我了解到顺其自然。
过于强求一件事一点好处都没有

就像是从前那么地迷恋隔壁的黑框男朝思暮想想要碰到他
结果连影子都见不到呢
说倒是很简单 , 但是要真正理解到其中的含义却不是每个人都办得到的
即对人、事、物不强求,不勉强。
凡事以轻松的态度去面对 , 这个是我认为我目前最需要学习的态度

我知道我很幸福 , 比起那些无家可归的人 ..
我有很疼我的家人 .. 爸爸妈妈虽然偶尔脾气很坏但他们其实很爱我
大姐从小到大一直对我妥协不管我说多么难听的话她都照样吞
二姐对别人虽然很吝啬,但对我却出乎意料地慷慨
我想吃什么她都会带我去吃 ...
我比其他人好很多 , 我跟姐姐年龄虽然差距挺远但我们感情很亲
就是因为这样 .. 现在想到她们就快要结婚嫁出去
心情就会很低落 , 因为... 没有人可以再让我撒娇了。

她们会另外组织一个家庭 , 她们没有这么多精神去照顾这么多人
她们会和丈夫有一个宝宝,她们得工作、服侍她们家里的人
那时 ... 我就真的很寂寞了...
我有告诉自己, 我有一天也会有自己的家庭所以不可以这么自私
剥夺姐姐们的幸福
因为她们都是我很重要的人, 所以才更想要她们都开心得 ...

所以近来我有尽量改变自己的态度
去到学校尽量收起自己的脾气 , 我EQ和IQ非常地不成正比
不知道大家有没有发觉(笑)

我...有尽量在改变了。

shut your mouth

2009-10-04T14:58:00.003+08:00

..... 自从上次看漫画看到我哭后 , 最近很容易就流泪了
生活过得不太快乐 ... 家里越来越多问题 ...
虽然表面上大家还是这样 ... 姐姐好像都快到适婚年龄了 ...
迟早有一天会嫁出去 , 那时候 ... 我就是一个人了
没有人可以再让我撒娇了 ...
朋友也越来越少了仔细一想 , 整间学校我只有黄可欣一个朋友
怎么办 ..... ? 考试越来越接近 ... 我却完全没有在准备
做什么事情都很不顺利而且最近真的是在狂吃 !!!
我的食量很恐怖那种 ... 是吃了面包 ... 那种整个loaf的面包
我一个人可以吃完过后还可以吃点心还去吃冰淇淋 !!!
越来越肥了 ........ 一直在恶性循环 .... 很不健康
也不知道几时开始染上这种习惯 ...
每次秤重都很想去自杀 = = OMG

明年就中五了 ... 要开始思考以后的方向
每次都很迷茫 .. 害怕自己handle不到 ........
很想很想诉苦可是不知道怎么开口 ...

//||\\

2009-09-26T15:43:00.005+08:00

Things changed easily and made me dissapointed
I never think that we will act like stranger
don't worry , I will overcome that .
I just miss the one I met the first time , not you anymore .
You all changed like I never met before
I don't know you .
I like my school very much before just because of my lovely friends
but now , I felt lethargic to go school
I did rather stay at home with my mum

Time passes so fast , just like one shot
the moment we spent together are gonna be my memory in my heart
good luck you all

should private my blog soon
I wanna have my own teritory without others

eyes

2009-09-26T15:43:00.003+08:00

现在哭到半死 ........ 看什么屁股漫画啦 ...........

=(

泪腺越来越发达了 ..... 看火影忍者都看到哭

鼬机关算尽就是为了他最爱的弟弟 ── 佐助
他封闭自己的感情杀害了全族的人唯独留下他的弟弟 ...
不管如何他都下不了手为了保护弟弟的生命他付出了他的一生 ...
赌上了自己的性命就是为了让他强得可以超越自己 ..........
甚至为了让弟弟可以变强而让弟弟恨自己 , 让他活在愤恨中 .....
最后终于哥哥死在了弟弟的手上 , 含笑而终
" 原谅我佐助 .. 这次是最后了 "
没有下次了 .... 永远都没有鼬了 ....

我一边打还一边在哭 ............
酱伟大的哥哥害我一直哭哭哭 =(

endure

2009-09-22T23:53:00.004+08:00

很庆幸现在是假期 , 不用面对别人
我但是越来越自闭了 ........... 我连和别人相处都懒惰。
仔细想想 , 在班上我除了我的milk之外
真的一个谈得上是要好的朋友都没有了 =(
好可悲 ━━━

也罢, 我脾气糟到一个地步在班上一点形象都没有
cacat lee 讲我思觉失调
NONO 我觉得我应该是更年期 =D

我要惜福 ... 不要再抱怨了
大家其实都很幸福
拥有健康以为是巧合吗 ? 《吓到笑》很有意思
昨天和爸妈、二姐去cineleisure , 爆米花很好吃
但是还是GSC的比较好吃突然好想吃popcorn =<
看电影之前先去marche吃晚餐 , hmm 不会太贵 OK =)

我现在最重要的是要学校忍耐要忍忍忍
爸爸说话不要句句duk到正 ......... 保佑我
我要做个乖小孩。

1st Juicy

2009-09-18T15:48:00.004+08:00

thank you , mum

done !

2009-09-18T15:48:00.003+08:00

Finally , finish edited my blog

hmmphhh quite satisfied

but really tiring !!

so glad that 1-week-holiday starts from now

no need to face that dude * wink *

felt wanna vomit even stay 1 more second with them

sweet heart , both of us know we'r talking who lahhh

just ' shhhhh ' , k ? =)

time to have a nap , and later need to go for tuition

just now over intake of food !

stupid fattyyyy

so .. stay away from me or not my fatty oil may splash to your face !

=)

sweet dreamsss ,
hahahahaha

Perfect Day

2009-09-13T20:26:00.003+08:00

wow , I thought I did forgot my lovely blog
and seems like it's time to update something !

a perfect day with my gorgeous mum yesterday ,
both my sistazz hang out with their friends
we decided to go 1utama since Pavilion is just a little too bored to us
thinking where to have our meal ...... hmmphh
conclusion : ITALIANNES

what are you looking ? mum

Nice and tasty bread before meal

Pina Colada always

Lasagna
I do prefer beef =) beef tastes good !

never left my dessert
and I did tried something new and different
Italiannes Hazelnut and Chocolate Cake
Friends that who really know me very well know I repelled Chocolate cake ,
but this .... I can just said it is my slices of cake !
great combination of chocolate and hazelnut =)

Well , after our luxury lunch , shopping to digest our food !
I bought 2 pair of shoes , HA ! love them a lot
and of course my mum who willing to buy for me =)
my mum bought her bracelets and belly ring

but the previous bracelet my mum bought last time spoiled
so we sent back to the shop for repair

while waiting for the bracelet , had another round at Charms
just DON'T go there for your tea break or what
they served ordinary asam laksa but charged a lot

mummy and vietnam coffee

so boring ........ and the only thing can do was camwhore !

YA ! we sat on swing swing , childhood memories huh

peace !

many shops on sale , 70% , 50% , 30% etc .
bought a 50% top and shorts at Padini , COOL !

before we went back , went to Shojikiya for snacks
I spent 70++ there , goshhhh
just can't controlled when saw japan products
Sushi Zenmai that located next to it , were extremely crowded
long and long long queue , people were crazy bout sushi !

Rilakkuma for me =)

tomorrow Monday -- school day again
once again , I hate my school and now classmates are only classmates

felt so tired to face them
yea , I know I have bad temper , bad attitude
if you really have any comments about me , just tell in front of me
don't act like a girly gossip behind ME
talk loudly if you want me to listen if not
just stay away from me to avoid you get hurt

I told my mum , I'm really tired about my class
I shouted like a crazy or insane girl in the early morning
to remind them to clean up the class
it's September , don't give excuse that you forget today is your duty
you're not my boss , I don't have to endure it
4A1 .......... just like something strange for me now
why everything changed in just few months ?

just ...... stay away from me like you always do

我们爱的结晶

2009-08-27T20:31:00.003+08:00

opppssss 好像很久没有update了整个假期都活在自己的世界 ..
一个星期好像过得很快 !! 一眨眼就到尾声了 , OMG
本来今天是要和我两个屁股婆去吃buffet,但是那个臭飞机友张韦琪放飞机
决定ignore她嗯一定要 =.= 整个超不爽啦~~~
原本以为这次会cancel的但是欣说不要cancel , so 我们继续ON =D

我们先后到达书展我到了才去找她 then 逛了一轮才离开
我前一天才和大姐来罢了而且我最近很穷要省一点了 T______T
Lunch at Summer Restaurant @ Avenue K
他们的food are just SOSO , no next time .

Caesar Salad

Quattro Pizza

after lunch ,感觉还是很不满足 *?* 就去Sun Moulin买甜的东西吃
我的胃真的是大到我自己都很怕哈哈哈哈哈
买了Sweet Chocolate , Cookies Choux , Egg Tarts
吃了马上后悔因为胀到我想吐 * blueeekkk *

到处乱逛然后一直gossip 跟她在一起就很安心了哈哈
可惜我们是同性的 .. =(

臭weewee sms给我们说他在pavilion 叫我们过去找她
呃当时已经是2点了 , 我4点就要回家了所以没有去

为了浪费时间我们又去signature food court消耗时间 order ABC Special
下次我们自备炼乳 =D

我阿 ~~ 又彻底爱上了佐助 .. 虽然已经很爱啦但是现在又更上一层楼了 !!
我对欣说 Rilakkuma 是我和佐助生的小BB !! * ^^ *
她整个 kanasai 的表情看着我哈哈哈
Sasuke + Elise = Rilakkuma

我们爱的结晶哈哈哈哈哈 ( 我完全陷入自己的世界中 hmmphh )

现在连我妈咪都知道她的小女婿是佐助 , 我要让她记住 SASUKE 的念法
很不明白为什么他们会把 SUZUKI SAISAKI SAKAE 搞混 = =

新的Canon Ixus 红色超美 !!

想要说的是如果要谈恋爱请确保你已经成熟得可以handle失恋
因为一段恋情的开始也意味着失恋会发生的可能性
这里所说的成熟不是说你20岁30岁就是成熟是你的头脑
有些人活了半个世纪还是幼稚到可以

分手不是什么大不了的事为什么还要一直攻击别人 ?
看不惯别人幸福所以要让人家感到难堪吗 ?

可笑─── 我没有在说任何人请不要对号入座 . =)

Whoap

2009-08-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

The hard and tough moment had over ... FINALLY .
although it was just 3 days , I suffer like hell

The first day is still ok for me , I still can manage it .
I memorize all the moral values but don't know did I use it on suitable places ?

and at night .. I was prepared for the next day's subject
add maths
accounts
economy
B.I

I pay all my attention on accounts because I stopped tuition for a whole month
and I can't catch up the things that tought by teacher in school
Belanja Terdahulu ? Belanja Terakru ? Hasil Terdahulu ? Hasil Terakru ?
I can't recognize whether they had to category in debit or credit !
FCUK sorry for bad word
and I cried , cried badly
because did not any enough time to prepare
I didn't started to for the economy revision and add math exercise
my mum saw me and she worried about me
she stopped her work and comfort me
she was shocked because I didn't cried in front of her since a long time
I don't want to show my weak point in front of my mum
I felt so stree because I did not want my family to get dissapointed
especially my mum .
She told me just take it easy , it was just a monthly test
and I told her I scared I will fail in my exam

I still remember it was 12 o'clock , my mum called me to sleep
because I need enough rest to do well in my exam
but I really do tried my best .

The third day was relax , did not had any mood to study history , science and PJK
I used my general knowledge to answer science and PJK question = =

after school , my mum brought me to Pavilion for lunch , to reward me =)
moreover , good food really comfort me
so , we decided to have lunch at Tony Roma's Restaurant

Old Fashion Lemonade
I love the aroma of fresh lemon

Shrimp Pasta
Delicious and chewy shrimp

Caesar Salad
I miss the caesar salad from delicious =(

TR’s Chocolate Avalanche
woah ~ fantastic dessert and made a good ending for our lunch
my mum wasn't people who like sweet things
but she just can't stop her mouth
yummy =) perfect combination of hot fudge and vanilla ice cream

never judge a book with it cover
you will never know what is suffer by her in her life

Non-stop for FOOD

2009-08-08T20:18:00.003+08:00

IT seems like a few days didn't blog about food
quite lazy to upload photo
although next tuesday I gonna exam , I still went out to get some good foods =P
my mummy was going to have lunch with her friends , so I go along with her
I thought both of my sisters will going out with boyfriends respetively
suprisely they stay at home , so bad they didn't go with us .

We had our luxury lunch at DELIcious @ Jln.Tun Razak
it was my 2nd time been there

Caesar Salad * added Salmon
I love their salad , so fresh , especially the salmon

Nasi Kerabu with Ayam Percik

Spicy Seafood Spaghetti
or
Duck Confit Spaghetti
actually I forgot to take another spaghetti
and now I really cannot recognize both of the dishes
but the only things I can confirm is they really taste good =)

My turn , Classic Rueben , I love sandwiches !
Yesterday when I was watching AFC , I saw someone made Panini Sandwich
Classic Rueben is just something like that .
I love melted cheese , yum yum !

my dessert , Lemon Meringue Pie
Finally I get to try meringue and I love it too .
Overall I really can't resist the fascination of desserts !
my dearest milkyy , I'm so look forward to your own making Napoleon
you promise to make one for me , is it ? * wink *

My Watermelon & Lychee blast
something let me cool down , outside's weather was effin' HOT !
made me insane !

Scones with preserves & pure creams
their scones look so cute
like calling someone " eat me , eat me ! "

Classic Chocolate Cake with Vanilla Ice Cream
hmmppphh ~ can you imagine how rich is the chocolate ?!
beautiful colour of choc

Aunties were enjoying their chit chat session and I was enjoying my food session
I can keep quiet as long as there are something in my mouth
My mum know this theory very well , hehehe

After that , we headed to Pavilion with no purpose . LOL
I like this singlet and the denims
but no size ...... grhhhhh , it really turn me down
I hardly can get a denims that really suits me
so dissapointed =(

my mummy and me ! LUV

After a hour , mum received call from Auntie Catherine
they had second round of tea time at DOME and called us to meet them up
so , we went to The Loaf to get my Campagne Fromage
a creative combination dried mango , pistachio nuts , dried fruits and CHEESE !!
the most important thing is it really taste good !
go the Loaf and grab one to try it !

Tiramisu from DOME

Vegetarian Bruschetta

Iced Flavoured Latte drank by pretty and glamour Auntie Catherine
she called me to take this down , but the DOME card decorated by my mum
=)

I ordered Lemon Chill and it tastes great
not too sweet not too sour for me .

We went back around 6pm , quite tiring , bcos went out from home around 9am

Another post , my mum took us to Chili's @ Mid Valley last weekend .

KICKIN' Jack's Nacho
served with house-made pico de gallo and sour cream

Cajun Chicken Sandwiches

Mushroom Jack Fajitas

didn't ordered any dessert here bcos don't really have choices
so I prefer to buy at outside LOL

Finally , end of the post .
I can't imagined how fat I gonna be
OMFG my fatty layer is getting thicker and thicker
and my weight is getting heavier and heavier
yeahhh I admit I'm a fatty but who can say NO to delicious food ?

my result gonna be sucks and sucks
I didn't touch my books and
I don't know what is haber process or even contact process ?
WTH is that ?
mum , I'm so sorry but I love you

2009-08-05T22:36:00.004+08:00

just .... left me alone
i miss them so much

=(

no more

2009-08-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

very moody now ..
so tired to go to skul
yea i hate skul
dun even learn anything in skul
it sucks
izzit now the season to pak to ?
sze meng , money , choon yew drown in the river
god bless them

should follow the trend .. ahemm
gonna find a target too ? hahahaha

i took my bolster to tuition just now
hahaha i love to smell my bolster
special scent of mine
my mum said ' r u sure u gonna bring this to tuition ? '
yeah for sure .

exam for next week
but not in mood to study . really tired
arhhhhhhhhhhh !! insane !!

i miss my mum now . dunno why
felt warm when i'm with her
MUM , I LOVE YOU !!! kinda shy to say this face to face
but , mum , although we often quarel , i love you
gorgeous mum in the earth .

no more jokes
no more gossips
no more fun

i hate skul

Relax , girl

2009-07-31T20:13:00.003+08:00

昨天我和欣一起去KLCC
我们很懒惰走路去搭巴士就直接截taxi去了

肚子超饿的!! 最近胃口又变大了哈哈哈
我就想说去the apartment吃午餐
环境不错但是KLCC的是downtown的feel
好想去the CURVE那里的还有卧室、客厅etc. 的主题

我们share 一个main course : Steak Sandwich with CHEESE
OMG 他们的cheese根本是AMAZING !!

欣的 Peach & Strawberry Pavlova
她吃的时候的声音很像保丽龙 =P

我的Pear & Apple Crumble
我很爱Crumble ~~ 脆脆的 ~~ 很好吃

这个书橱很经典好想把我的珍藏全部塞满整个橱

可欣很浪费她没有吃完她的pavlova such a waste =X

吃饱后我们去isetan market走走我又去买面包吃 = =
他妈的我的胃应该有浩瀚宇宙般地大 !!
本来想买冰淇淋 , 但是 ......... 呃还是下次吧

本来我去sasa只是要买sunblock罢了的但是最后竟然花了90 ++
女人花钱真的好像流水酱 ........ DUT

回之前我们都待在Kinokuniya 时间过得很快 ...
很喜欢和她待在一起的时间 ... 莫名地很安心 ..
我们也认识了4年了谢谢你一直包容这样任性的我
以前时常吵架但是很快就和好 ; 现在长大了也懒得吵了
彼此都不想说话的时候就这样... 不会尴尬等有mood了才继续讲 =)

我昨晚看小说到凌晨睡眠超不足头痛 = =
志勇、俊耀、斯明又讲那些我们听不懂得话我和欣一直追问他们都不要讲
超生气的火大所以索性不要理他们了 IGNORE !!!
他们问什么我们当听不到 ~~
我们完全不讲话4节应该是历史上最久的一次
平时我们是一直叽叽喳喳吵不停得哈哈哈

你知道吗 ? 千万不要得罪女生噢而且还是你班上还坐在你前面
最重要的是她是你的副班长 ^^

放学后本来以为有活动其实是很不想去啦但是没办法
怎知道已经通知了妈咪要留学校那个臭老师才讲cancel了
................... =.= FINE
我还要待到2点等我妈咪来载
就和斯明、晋干、伟耀、伟龙一起看球 & gossip
一直讲不停耶哈哈哈

其实有些东西真的变了但是朋友 我真的很爱你们

Shit

2009-07-29T21:47:00.003+08:00

这几天很累 , 一直打嗑睡

我昨天补习还真的睡下去了累到我叹

自从换了timetable , 星期三的课就变到很轻松太清闲了

上PJK的时候 milk睡下去了我在旁边钓鱼死命撑

walao eh ! 真的是抵挡不了周公的魅力 T^T 原谅我吧

其实我有feel到自从...后她整个心情是跌到谷底

比之前更糟糕。

她一得空就开始忧郁了我都不懂要怎么办 = =

幸好上science节做experiment的时候

她心情有好像那个thermometer酱

上升了一点点但是很快又降下来了 .. aduh

放学打排球超没mood的懒洋洋地整个kanasai
然后不久男生队开网打比赛 woooooo ~ 就蒙蒙酱进场了 =.=
我和milk被拆散不同组 ... 我hor 真的是大便请大家狠狠地巴醒我啦 !!
那粒排球在我前面我整个stunt着接不到

另外一次我竟然去闪那粒球!!! OMFG !!! 打球的人去闪球 ?!
我整个快崩溃了我知道rabbit 伟森柏荣他们全部要打我了 T^T

SORRY 哇 ~~~~ T__________________T
我有很尝试告诉自己一定要打得 ... 可是我竟然怕到发抖 = =
我考试都没有酱怕过够力哈哈哈哈哈

开球两粒过不到其中一粒柏荣还赐了力量给我结果还是FAILED !

但是最后一个终于过到了 ^o^ yeah yeah
谢谢 milk 伟森 rabbit 柏荣还有那个不懂谁他们还帮我打气wehhh =D
哈哈哈好爱你们噢 !! >_<

要锻炼自己了啦 .... 再这样下去真的不行了。哎

真正上场打才真正感受到那种气氛那种压力 First Six真的很厉害 =)

打完后就和milk去补习了 ~~ money和我们一起走了
他被我们严刑逼供终于招认了 !! 哈哈哈
我们一直威胁他 ~~~ 加油啦 , 朋友 ! =D

milk 明天不要再ffk了 =.=
不然我的心碎了咯

just live in my heart , that's enough .

Nevertheless

2009-07-27T20:15:00.002+08:00

Firstly just got to say HAPPY BUFFDAYYY to BELINDA
16岁生日快乐
长大了一岁要会想了

很怀念2年前的美好 =)
当时是很好的回忆

SATURDAY 我等我二姐回来一起lunch
我们在那边想很久要去哪里吃东西
then 我讲我要吃MOF的Ice Cream =X
就直接驾车去了

她去士林夜市打包蛤仔meesua
我去买我最爱的Flying Chicken Cheese三文治
会飞得鸡耶 =D
好久没吃的Macha Kurian !! OMG OMG
我对Hokkaido red bean paste很没辄
彻底被俘虏了 ...

还有这个 Abekawa
是Japanese Mochi 好吃好吃 !!

回之前去买J.CO POP
很可爱 ~ 哈哈哈

SUNDAY 早早起床弄早餐
我做pancake lohhhh
WOAH ~~ 还有做红豆汤圆糖水
超有fu的我和二姐第一次做有一点kelam kabut
但是很快就上手了

下午我想去KLCC的Kinokuniya书局
妈咪和大姐陪我去
我一进去就不得了了一定花过百 = =
才4本书就差不多两百块飞走了 ~~ 哈哈哈
《破晓》终于出了 !! oh yeah
还有藤井树也出新书了 ^^

MONDAY 今天周会很快结束因为校长不在
以后也这样就好了省时间 =)
所以我们很难得地可以上computer class

我的milk送我懒懒熊的杯子和钥匙圈 !!
很可爱对不对 ?

我很爱这个bear bear

还要再继续收集下去 ... 上次在mv没有买到那个枕头
我很后悔下次去到一定要买了
保佑千万不要被别人买掉哇 ~~~

还有我们4A1在3 on 3篮球比赛拿到第一和第三名
包抄science stream的 !! 哈哈哈
赢了两个礼篮回来全部开大食会 = =

My dear Milk 我前几天看回日记我们一起经历了很多事情
我们身边的人一直在换但是我们心里永远都有对方
一起走过了不算长却也不算短的路

知道吗 ?

好朋友就是知道你是怎样的人却还愿意和你在一起的人
好朋友是待在一起不说话却也不会感到尴尬的

I appreciate you * =)

Diabetic

2009-07-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

极度缺乏安全感 .........

甜食可以振奋人心尤其是我心
完蛋了我应该会患糖尿病 ...

突然 ... 很迷茫很没有把握做什么事情都不顺利
很累很想好好睡一觉
永远都不要醒来
但是 ... 日子还是得过
明天还得起来面对越来越艰难的每一天

Ahemm

2009-07-22T20:52:00.001+08:00

This few days felt so moody
TERRIBLE HORRIBLE & VEGETABLE
awwwwwwww nothing can cheer me up except sweet stuffs
this may be a dangerous sign * ahem *

Everything seems to be fine now .
Brian is back , and we always welcome you to become part of us

Actually planned to have lunch with Milk last Thursday
but she told me postponed to next week , that means tomorrow
BUT , she sms me just now , and said she can't make it for tomorrow
too bad .. so dissapointed ...
long time didn't have a heart-chat with her
although we meet each other almost everyday
I have TON of thingy wanna tell her ..
kept in my heart for a long time .
NEVERMIND , but actually is VERY MIND
we can still have a date next time and make sure don't ffk me k ?

Milk on duty for university fair tomorrow
left me alone in class again , should overcome loneliness * LOL *
btw , LUCKILY still have Sze Meng & Choon Yew
they play an important role in my class life . WOOHOO !

Seriously I miss him badly now
and he never know how much I Need him

Tagged

2009-07-22T20:13:00.001+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to answer all the question HONESTLY.
Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged :)

1.How old were you when you had your first relationship ?
15
2. Are you taken/single ?
Single
3. Do you like anyone right now?
yeayyy and he make me crazy
4. Ever had your heartbroken?
hmm yuppp
5.Miss anyone right now?
miss him badly
6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Sze Meng
7.Last person to text you?
Milk
8. Last person you saw?
Elder Sister
9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
I finished the Chacho's again ! =.=
10. Who is top in your top friends?
Milkkkkkk
11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
Myself
12. Who do you love most?
Familyyy
13. Ever been in love?
Yeaayy
14. Who has hurt you the most?
Someone
15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Yeaayyy
16. Are you happy?
Not really
17. How many good friends do you have?
Can't count
18. Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
yups !
19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
nope
20. Ever been cheated on?
yeayy
21. Ever been told someone loved you?
Yeah
22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
I think no
23. Not meant it?
no
24. What is your idea of true love?
He love me and I love him
25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really
26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yeahhhh